nasreen gopi
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Brother,
PAUL DINAKARAN.
My name is MRS.###. My husband's name is ### ###. I request you to pray for my troubled and misfortune life. My life is like that someone has hold my heart in his hand tightly so that I can’t even breathe easily. I’m not in dead and not in living people. I have no right to smile or enjoy the life. Cares and worries are all around me; they have occupied me all sides. Satan is teasing me and is playing with my life from the beginning of my life. I have no position in society even now; no place to live in rest like home. My misfortune started from my childhood. When I was only 2 years old, almost POLIO VIRUS attacked me and made me a disabled person. It affected my lower part of body; my legs lost original shape and I can’t walk perfectly. From that time I am bearing and suffering all kinds of people behavior. Although I was so beautiful, but I always realized that I have a major disability in my body. I thank to GOD and my parents that they gave me a chance to engage me in education and church activities. GOD gave me a best place at that both stages, church and education. GOD gave me a chance to serve church in every field like choir, Sunday school teaching, preaching, and message delivering. As I learnt, so I teach that GOD loves us. My mother said to my brothers and sisters that I am worried about my daughter. They started the seeking/finding process of a groom as eastern culture. They visited many families and many families visited us. Sometimes people rejected me and sometimes they rejected others. This miserable process was continuous, meanwhile my mother died in 2008. In the same month, a family visited; they selected and my family selected their son. In 2009, in the month of October, they made my marriage. Marriage held as a very fine way. I WAS 37 years old in 2009 but still looks very young, beautiful, and fair. My heart was full of thanking to my LORD JESUS that he blessed me with that blessing. My husband was 5 years younger than me. All family was loving and caring. My husband had no any physical defect. Everyone was happy and praising GOD who has pity on me. Everyone saying GOD has given a reward of my service of GOD. We spent 4 years happily as ADAM and EVE in Eden. In 2010, I got a 3-month miscarriage. In 2011, a baby boy was born as dead because of high B.P; then a series of miscarriages started. On the other side, my husband had no proper job and his parents many times got angry at him, which made me sad. In 2012, we came to my brother’s house for seeking a job. There, GOD gave a good job to my husband; we were living a happily late place of my maternal on rent. In 2014, when once again I was pregnant, I felt that my husband has a relation with someone else. It was a very shocking thing for me. I believe in GOD and in Christian HOLY marriage in which has no place for a third person. When I forbade him, he beat me badly. I have gone to my brothers. But they sent me back to him. All 2014 passed in weeping and crying, and he often beat, called names to me. In 2015, 3rd March, GOD blessed me with a beautiful daughter, who is now 3 years old. Now we are again living with my in-laws; my husband has a good job, but the quarrel between us still continues. It opened that he is addicted not only to church, alcohol, cigarettes but also used to go to prostitutes. Because of the wear and tear of many years, now we feel no eros love between us. Still, he goes day and night to that bad place to bad girls. We have no any eros relation. I make busy myself in household work all day; when he goes to night duty, I sleep with my daughter. I try to be busy all the time; I do work, serve my father-in-laws and mother-in-law. Study the Bible, Bible-related books. But when my patience goes out by looking at him doing wrong, then I speak to him, in result, he again calls me names and beats me. Life is very difficult and has no peace. "Please pray GOD took pity on me"
MRS. ###.
PAUL DINAKARAN.
My name is MRS.###. My husband's name is ### ###. I request you to pray for my troubled and misfortune life. My life is like that someone has hold my heart in his hand tightly so that I can’t even breathe easily. I’m not in dead and not in living people. I have no right to smile or enjoy the life. Cares and worries are all around me; they have occupied me all sides. Satan is teasing me and is playing with my life from the beginning of my life. I have no position in society even now; no place to live in rest like home. My misfortune started from my childhood. When I was only 2 years old, almost POLIO VIRUS attacked me and made me a disabled person. It affected my lower part of body; my legs lost original shape and I can’t walk perfectly. From that time I am bearing and suffering all kinds of people behavior. Although I was so beautiful, but I always realized that I have a major disability in my body. I thank to GOD and my parents that they gave me a chance to engage me in education and church activities. GOD gave me a best place at that both stages, church and education. GOD gave me a chance to serve church in every field like choir, Sunday school teaching, preaching, and message delivering. As I learnt, so I teach that GOD loves us. My mother said to my brothers and sisters that I am worried about my daughter. They started the seeking/finding process of a groom as eastern culture. They visited many families and many families visited us. Sometimes people rejected me and sometimes they rejected others. This miserable process was continuous, meanwhile my mother died in 2008. In the same month, a family visited; they selected and my family selected their son. In 2009, in the month of October, they made my marriage. Marriage held as a very fine way. I WAS 37 years old in 2009 but still looks very young, beautiful, and fair. My heart was full of thanking to my LORD JESUS that he blessed me with that blessing. My husband was 5 years younger than me. All family was loving and caring. My husband had no any physical defect. Everyone was happy and praising GOD who has pity on me. Everyone saying GOD has given a reward of my service of GOD. We spent 4 years happily as ADAM and EVE in Eden. In 2010, I got a 3-month miscarriage. In 2011, a baby boy was born as dead because of high B.P; then a series of miscarriages started. On the other side, my husband had no proper job and his parents many times got angry at him, which made me sad. In 2012, we came to my brother’s house for seeking a job. There, GOD gave a good job to my husband; we were living a happily late place of my maternal on rent. In 2014, when once again I was pregnant, I felt that my husband has a relation with someone else. It was a very shocking thing for me. I believe in GOD and in Christian HOLY marriage in which has no place for a third person. When I forbade him, he beat me badly. I have gone to my brothers. But they sent me back to him. All 2014 passed in weeping and crying, and he often beat, called names to me. In 2015, 3rd March, GOD blessed me with a beautiful daughter, who is now 3 years old. Now we are again living with my in-laws; my husband has a good job, but the quarrel between us still continues. It opened that he is addicted not only to church, alcohol, cigarettes but also used to go to prostitutes. Because of the wear and tear of many years, now we feel no eros love between us. Still, he goes day and night to that bad place to bad girls. We have no any eros relation. I make busy myself in household work all day; when he goes to night duty, I sleep with my daughter. I try to be busy all the time; I do work, serve my father-in-laws and mother-in-law. Study the Bible, Bible-related books. But when my patience goes out by looking at him doing wrong, then I speak to him, in result, he again calls me names and beats me. Life is very difficult and has no peace. "Please pray GOD took pity on me"
MRS. ###.
