Dead the love for a Marriage that might have been is over

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Beloved of All
DUE TO NOTHING MAKING IT TONIGHT THIS MORNING SATAN & SHITE CREW THE MEN FROM MY PAST JUST DRILL IN MY HEAD HAVE SOMEONE ELSE BED 🛌 GET THE HELL OUT OF MY GUMS STAY AWAY FROM NERVES IN MY MOUTH IM NOT YOUR STUPID PUPPET EVER AGAIN TO USE EVER AGAIN THE GUYS ESPECIALLY FROM MY PAST AND THE WORLD THAT CORRUPTS THEM THIS HAD HAPPENED TO ME TO MANY TIMES NOW IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS THEY CHOSEN OVER ME BEEN PUT WITH OTHER DEMONS INSTEAD OF ME RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME FOR ME IT ENDS ONCE FOR ALL FORGET TAKE AWAY THE GUYS FROM MY PAST AWAY FROM THE FAKE FAMILY DID THIS TO ME IN THE FIRST PLACE THATS TO EVIL URGENTLY FROM WHERE IM AT THERE IS ENDS URGENTLY STAY AWAY FROM MY INNOCENT FAMILY OUR PETS I WOULD LIKE TO LOVE MY CATS AGAIN IF NOT THEN I GET THEM NEW HOMES WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS
 
We are standing with you in prayer together in Jesus' name and we hear the deep pain and exhaustion in your words. The grief over a marriage that might have been, the torment in your mind and even in your body with your gums and nerves, and the feeling of being used like a puppet by the enemy and by memories of men from your past is a heavy burden, and we bring it all before the Lord who sees and who delivers.

We thank you for calling on the blood of Jesus, for it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God and it is by that name we are saved and delivered. As it is written, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12 and Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved Romans 10:13. We praise God that you have called on Him.

We understand you are declaring that the love for that marriage that might have been is over and that you want final closure. God honors a heart that wants to be free from torment and to move forward in His peace. We pray for healing from that loss and we encourage you to release that grief to Him, for He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds Psalm 147:3. Forgetting what is behind and stretching forward to the things which are before, we press on toward the goal Philippians 3:13-14. The Lord can take away the sting of what never came to be and give you rest.

We also hear your cry against Satan and his crew and the oppression you feel drilling in your head and in your mouth and nerves. We rebuke the enemy's work over your mind and body in Jesus' name. Scripture tells us to be sober and self-controlled, for your adversary the devil walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour, whom we resist steadfast in the faith 1 Peter 5:8-9 and Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you James 4:7. We pray that you will put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil Ephesians 6:11, for our wrestling is not against flesh and blood but against the spiritual forces of wickedness Ephesians 6:12. We also take comfort that you are not a puppet of the enemy any longer, for you belong to Christ, and we bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ 2 Corinthians 10:5. We encourage you to guard your mind daily by renewing it through the Word, that you may be transformed by the renewing of your mind Romans 12:2, and to speak what is helpful for building up, let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth Ephesians 4:29, so that even in anguish your words may invite God's peace rather than give the enemy a foothold.

Regarding the men from your past and the deep wound of being chosen over, replaced, and put aside while others were chosen, we know that rejection cuts deeply. We pray for grace to forgive and release them to God, for vengeance belongs to Him alone, Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord Romans 12:19. Holding onto bitterness only keeps the torment alive, but forgiving as Christ forgave you sets you free. We also want to gently encourage you concerning relationships and marriage. We believe marriage is a lifelong covenant between a man and a woman as God designed it, and any courtship should be with a fellow believer in Christ with the goal of a God honoring marriage, fleeing from fornication and all sexual impurity 1 Corinthians 6:18, Hebrews 13:4. If any of those past relationships involved impurity or being unequally yoked, we pray you will find freedom in confessing it before God and walking in purity going forward. We pray that if it is God's will for you to marry, He will bring a godly husband who will love you as Christ loves the church Ephesians 5:25, and that you will wait on the Lord's perfect timing.

We also lift up your innocent family and your beloved cats. God cares for all His creation and He cares for your tender heart that wants to love them again. We pray for protection over your household, that no weapon that is formed against you will prosper Isaiah 54:17, and that the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:7. If you are feeling unable to care for your pets right now, we pray for wisdom, and we encourage you to seek help from trusted family, a pastor, or a counselor and also to seek medical or dental care for the pain in your gums and nerves, for God often brings healing through practical help as well as prayer.

Let us pray together.

Father in heaven, in the mighty name of Jesus Christ we come before You for our dear sister. We thank You that she has called on the blood of Jesus. We ask You to break every assignment of the enemy over her mind, her head, her mouth and nerves, and over her home. Let every tormenting thought and every lying voice be silenced and flee, and fill her with Your perfect peace. Heal the grief over the marriage that never was, close that door firmly, and heal her heart so she can look forward with hope. Wash away bitterness toward the men from her past and toward those who hurt her, and help her to forgive as You have forgiven her. Protect her innocent family and her cats, surround her home with Your holy angels, and restore to her the ability to love and to find joy in the small gifts You give each day. Renew her mind by Your Word, let her know she is not a puppet of darkness but a beloved daughter of God, chosen and dearly loved. Lead her to a faithful local church and to godly counsel where she can be supported and strengthened. We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, amen.

We encourage you to stay in the Word daily, to pray aloud in Jesus' name when the tormenting thoughts come, to worship, and to reach out to a trusted pastor or Christian counselor who can walk with you closely. God is near to those who are of a broken heart Psalm 34:18, and He will not leave you nor forsake you Deuteronomy 31:6. Keep calling on Jesus, for He is faithful to complete the deliverance He has begun in you.
 
We have read your words and we hear the ache in them. The grief of a marriage you hoped for but that never came to be is real, and it makes sense that memories of men from the past still press in and feel so loud and intrusive. Feeling like you are being used or controlled, and even feeling it in your body in your gums and mouth, must be exhausting and frightening. We are so sorry you are carrying this.

We want you to know you are not alone and you are not a puppet. In Christ you are seen, loved and held secure, even when thoughts and painful memories feel overwhelming.

It can help to share this burden with one safe person who can walk with you steadily. If you have a trusted pastor, counselor or mature believer nearby, consider reaching out to them this week just to talk and pray in person. And because you mentioned pain and sensitivity in your gums and mouth, we gently encourage you to have that checked by a dentist or doctor as well, while we continue to pray for your comfort and health.

We also hear your tender care for your family and your cats, wanting to love them well and protect them. That love matters to God.

Father, we bring her to You in Jesus name. Cover her with Your peace, quiet the tormenting thoughts and guard her body, her home and those she loves including her cats. Give her rest, clear wisdom for next steps and the assurance that she belongs to You. Amen.
 
Your cry in this night of heaviness has been heard, and the Lord knows the breaking of that hope of marriage, the torment of thoughts that drill and accuse, the pain in mouth and nerves, and the weariness of feeling used and pursued by those from the past.

There is a word for such a soul as yours, Then He is gracious unto him, and says, Deliver him from going down to the Pit, I have found a ransom. Nobody would have thought of that way of deliverance if God had not thought of it, and He has not only invented the way but He has found the ransom. It is the gift of Divine Love, His own Son who has borne the penalty. In Christ there is undeserved deliverance from all punishment, and God has given commandment to save you and you shall be saved, saved from yourself and from all the attacks of your old sins, saved from the devil, saved from evil company, for God has said it, Deliver him from going down to the Pit.

You speak of feeling like a puppet and of evil voices and the power of darkness pressing in. Scripture says He has delivered us from the power of darkness. This is as much the work of God as deliverance from the guilt of sin, and we must look to our heavenly Father altogether and alone for it. Deliverance from sin in its guilt and in its power is not by any easy work or by a hasty word of man, it is by the hand and outstretched arm of Jehovah alone. It is not of him that wills nor of him that runs, but of God that shows mercy. When Satan shoots his poisoned arrows and offers some back door to escape your troubles, the Lord Himself is your keeper and will teach you the mischief that comes from loving the world and the things thereof, so that you may be kept in purity and peace.

It is well to have grace enough to see that tribulation comes from God, He fills the bitter cup as well as the sweet goblet. Troubles do not spring out of the dust, but the Lord Himself kindles the fiery furnace and sits as a Refiner at the door. What you receive from the rod of the Lord bears the blessed aspect of chastening from a Father's hand, and this makes even the sharpest smart to be profitable. For this reason we may wisely moderate our anger against second causes, against those men and that false company that have done evil in front of you. The Lord will deal with them, and He will deal graciously with you, to keep back your soul from the Pit and your life from perishing.

He healeth the broken in heart and bindeth up their wounds. As the leaves fall from the trees, so does sacred influence descend from our Lord Jesus in heaven down to the sons of men, and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations. The least thing about Christ is healing. There is not a word that ever fell from those dear lips but what bears healing in it for some one or other of the thousand ills that have befallen our humanity. There is a balm, there is a Physician who can give joy to the troubled countenance, take the furrow from the brow, wipe the tear from the eye, and calm the heart now swelling with grief. A real saving work is the work of God and God alone, and He will not leave you to say ever, I am sick, for He has promised to preserve you from all evil, He shall preserve your soul.

We pray now that the Lord Jesus Christ, by His precious blood which is the ransom, would grant you full deliverance from the power of darkness and from every harassing thought, that He would rebuke the adversary and command quietness to your mind, that He would touch and heal the pain in your gums and nerves and give you rest in body. We ask Him to cut off the influence of those from the past and of all corrupt company, to set a hedge about your innocent family and your household, and to keep your pets under His care. May He restore to you a gentle heart to love and to care again, and if you are burdened beyond bearing, may He give you wisdom to do what is kindest and most responsible for those creatures He has entrusted to you. May He keep you from all evil company and make you to say with the psalmist, I shall not die but live and declare the works of the Lord.

Look to Christ alone. Trust not in your own strength to break free, but in His blood and His power. Seek Him in His Word, in prayer, and among His people, and seek also such help as you need for the body from those skilled to care for it. The Lord who has chastened you sorely has not given you over unto death, and He who has begun to deliver will perfect it, that you may be screened from inward doubts and from the plague of sin, and may live to tell what great things the Lord has done.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
 
Your prayer has been heard, and we have brought it before the Lord with care. We hear in your words deep pain and weariness from a hope for marriage that did not come to be, from tormenting thoughts and voices from the past that feel like they drill into your mind, and from distress in your body, in your mouth and nerves, along with a fierce desire to be free and to protect your family and your pets.

We pray first that you will know that God sees you and that salvation and deliverance come through Jesus Christ alone, by His blood shed for you. It is right that you want this painful chapter to be over once for all. The Lord is able to break the power of those old bonds and to give you fortitude and peace, so that you are no longer used as a puppet by memories, by men from the past, or by the corruption that comes from the world. Scripture teaches that we need careful hearing of the word and continual recollection of it, then fortitude, then deliverance from all worldly things. That steady hearing and remembering is part of how God steadies a troubled mind.

You spoke of a marriage that might have been. We want to affirm what God has taught from the beginning, that marriage is honorable in all and the bed undefiled, a bond ordained by God as a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman, and it preserves the believer in chastity. What arises from nature within that covenant is not polluted, but what arises from choice outside of it does not bring purity or peace. We do not ask God to bless what is outside His design, but we do ask Him to heal your heart from disappointment, to keep you in chastity and gravity and orderliness, and in time, if it is His will, to lead you into what is truly honorable and whole. For now, we ask Him to adorn you not with outward display but with gentleness and modesty and quiet strength.

We also hear how much reviling and insult and angry thought has pressed upon you. The tongue is a royal steed, and we are called to watch it more than the apple of the eye and to put a bridle on it, so that the King may rest there. When wrath dallies with us it divides what should be united and cuts the soul into pieces, and it becomes a bed for the enemy rather than a place of peace. We pray that God will help you to bridle harsh words, whether spoken against others or against yourself, and to turn instead to thanksgiving. Even in poverty and sickness and loss, God has taught His people to give thanks, learning from those who suffer much and yet magnify Him as merciful. Thanksgiving does not deny pain, but it opens the heart to receive mercy.

You asked urgently for protection for your innocent family and for your cats, and that you might love them again, or else find them new homes. That love and responsibility is good. We pray that the Lord will keep your household and your pets under His care, that He will lift the heaviness that keeps you from showing affection, and that He will give you wisdom to care for them well. If you are in distress about their care, seek help from trusted family, a pastor, or a wise friend nearby so you are not carrying this burden alone. For the pain in your gums and nerves, we also encourage you to seek care from a doctor or dentist, while we continue to pray for healing and relief.

Let us pray for you now. Father, in the name of Jesus Christ and by the blood He shed, we ask for Your mercy on this dear one. Wash away sin and set this soul free from every claim of the enemy. Silence the tormenting thoughts and the voices of the past, and let no evil have place in mind or mouth or home. Heal the body, ease the pain in mouth and nerves, and grant restful sleep and clear thought. Guard this family and these beloved pets, and restore the power to love and to care with a calm heart. Teach this heart to hear Your word carefully and to remember it continually, to walk in fortitude and purity, and to give thanks in all things. Keep this life in chastity and peace, and lead step by step into Your good will. We ask this through Jesus Christ alone, our only Savior. Amen.

Continue to stay close to Christ through His word, through prayer with bridled and clean lips, through simple thanksgiving each day, and through fellowship with faithful believers who can walk with you. If intrusive thoughts or distress grow stronger, please reach out quickly to a pastor or counselor and to trusted family for support. We will keep praying that the Lord will establish you in freedom, wholeness, and quiet love.
 

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