Day 19 Using This Time For Prayer Now Revelation

I have a very heavy heart tonight. A friend confessed something she did in her teens, it was actually done to her. It has touched my soul deeply. I discussed it with my pastor. I expressed in no way do I judge her, I am just in so much pain for her, I actually get teary when I think about it. I am praying about it. I do not know if the pain I am experiencing is something God has touched me with and He will somehow use this pain to glorify Him, or if the devil is playing games with my thoughts.

I have heard horrific things in my life, normally I can pray in the spirit and it somehow does not get through, to affect me for days like this.

I want to heal her, I know only the Lord can do that. I see how this event shaped the rest of her life. I want so badly to do anything for her to be set free from the bondage and heal her wounds. I pray the Lord heals her and sets her free.

Lord I need You, Your strength, Your guidance, Your wisdom Lord lead me to do Your Will and not step beyond Your Will Thank You Jesus Amen

I published that less than ten minutes ago. I have revelation. When I was 16 or 18 I sat with one of my biological father's wives during an abortion. When he told me to go with her I was shocked, scared, and disgusted that he asked me to do that. Because I so needed his approval I did it without protest. I did not say one word to stop it, I did nothing to save my brother or sister. Abortion in their lives is a form of birth control. There have been at least 4 or 5 abortions in the sex cult he leads.

I am so sorry Lord I did not have the strength to say something to stop the murder of that baby. Lord please forgive me. Lord I need You to lead me to and through forgiveness of my father, and the women that have killed my siblings. Lord right now I am disgusted with all of them and myself. Lord help me. Lord I ask You to powerfully come into their lives and lead them to You, for repentance, and forgiveness Lord soften their hearts to You, let every word of scripture that has ever been in their lives rise up into their thoughts and lead them to You. Lord bless them abundantly. Amen

 

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It is an awful revelation when it is revealed to a sinner the debt and the price of sin. Our lives....BUT GOD...in His Mercy takes the child back to Him and their soul is forever with the Lord...

Went to a ladies retreat one time and the speaker spoke on abortion...and what she suggested and it was a "healing" service for all women who had decided to use this method to get rid of a "problem" and stepped into Satan's plan to forever regret the action....sin does cause shame and sorrow...repentance is the way...and the first step...it seems your friend is at that stage...(you are in the perfect place to help...God sent her to you!)

At this retreat...the speaker had all the women name their children and acknowledge that they were born...they then offered them up to God..and healing broke out to all women...they named their child...and acknowledged them maybe this would also help with your friend and others..

I pray for her and that God touch her heart and reveal she is forgiven. By His Love...she is forgiven....Father speak to her and use ### to bring Your Word and Truth give her wisdom and reveal to her Your forgiveness let her share it and be an ambassador of Your word...in Jesus name..bring Your anointing and use her to bring healing by the promises of Your word in Jesus name...Lord speak.