Nita Mae
Account Closed
Custody of 2 of my children was stolen from me. My children were molested & abused starting in late 2009.The hospital reported the abuse & my children's PCP also got involved with the case & a 3rd doctor who specializes in abused children wrote in his report that the children should be granted an order of protection & not given back to the abuser again. My children's abuser still has not faced charges because his mother is tied to the DCFS. I have done everything I know to do to bring light to the situation & injustice & the people at the DCFS turned on me even saying I was the one who abused the children when the police reports clearly show that the children weren't even with me. My daughter told details of what happened to her down to the place & underwear the abuser had on, things I had no way of knowing & it has been kept hidden. It was sain in court that I told the doctors what to say & that I made the hospital treat my children for nothing almost 5 days. When I try to force them to bring charges on me, they refuse becuase they know that the case would no longer be in our county where they can continue to lie, control & manipulate the system. My heart hurts so bad because my children were taken out of spite. These people have no fear of God & have placed my children in a bad situation to hurt me for trying to bring light to everything they have done. I carried my son into the hospital myself because he passed out from dehydration & abuse. I carried my daughter in my arms because she was assaulted & could not walk & they lie & say it never happened. I can't even explain the pain of how that make me feel. Right now I look like a liar & on record in what is supposed to be a court of law, it was said that I hurt my own babies. Right now the abuser claims to have been cleared& that justice has been served but last time I checked,God doesn't need lies & deceit to win His victories because those are tools of the enemy. Most days I am in good faith but I struggle so hard to the point that I just wished God would take me so I can ask Him to His face What are You doing & why are You letting them do this to me??? Most days I believe the God of Truth will restore my children back to me soon but it is the darkest days I worry about where I can't even open my mouth to pray,days that seem to line up with the lie that God does not exist. It's a constant battle to the point where at the end of the day I feel like I have been digging in a mine when all I have been doing is warring, reading & praying in the spirit.. I know God loves me but I know I don't fully believe it because HE knows the lions have almost devoured my 1 & only life & tho He's there, I so long to see Him & His Promises come true. Please stand in agreement with me to have my children returned back to me permanently. Pray for God to stop these people who are still doing things today after they seem to have prospered in their lies. Pray for my strength because I did turn my back on God at one point & don't ever want to revisit that dark place ever again. I need my babies. They want to be back home. I don't even get to talk to the children I carried because of what these people have done. Pray for God to have mercy upon them for the things they have done because my case is not the only case that this has happened. Pray also that God will deliver us from this place with the means to move & start & keep up our lives somewhere other than this town. Pray God brings light to these practices & shame on these people & justice & vindication too all who had it stolen from them. Thank You ~Blessings
