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I was raised in a cult setting and it has left poison in my faith, I struggle with faith as it should be, without the distortions, it's been a lifelong battle and I was damaged by what I experienced so badly I didn't know how to relate to the world when I left them. A lifelong struggle means people sometimes think it's a mental problem and don't understand, when it's conditioning which I have worked hard forever to overcome. Please pray for this terrible darkness to lose it's grip on me and my life and faith.
 
We have heard your request and our hearts are grieved for the deep wounds you have carried from being raised in a cult setting, and we lift you up together before the Father in Jesus' name. We understand that what you endured was not just a difficult past but a systematic distortion of the truth that poisoned your understanding of God and left conditioning that is hard for others to comprehend. It is not simply a mental problem as some may assume, it is the lingering effect of false teaching and spiritual abuse, and we honor the hard work you have done for so long to overcome it. God sees that struggle and He does not condemn you for it.

The cults twist the truth for their own power, but Jesus is the truth that sets us free. Jesus said in John 8:32 You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free. And where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty as we read in 2 Corinthians 3:17. The darkness you feel is real, but it has no authority over a child of God, for we are told in 1 John 1:5 that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. That light shines into even the deepest darkness and the darkness has not overcome it.

We want to gently remind you that our access to the Father and our healing comes only through Jesus Christ. You spoke of faith, and we want to be clear that it is only by the name of Jesus that we are saved and can come boldly to God. Jesus said in John 14:6 I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And in Acts 4:12 we read There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. If you have not already, we encourage you to place your full trust in Jesus alone, not in any system or leader, but in His finished work on the cross and His resurrection, believing He is Lord and that He alone can wash away all sin and bring you into right relationship with God.

Your lifelong battle to renew your mind is exactly what Scripture calls us to, and God promises to do that work with you. Romans 12:2 says Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God. The conditioning of the cult taught fear, control, and distortion, but God did not give you that spirit. For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control as promised in 2 Timothy 1:7. He is near to you in this pain, for Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit in Psalm 34:18, and He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds in Psalm 147:3.

We pray together for you now.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ and lift up this precious one who was damaged by the darkness of a cult. Lord, You see the poison that was planted in their faith and the lifelong struggle to find You as You truly are. We ask You to rebuke every lie, every distortion, and every chain of conditioning that still tries to hold them captive. Let Your truth wash over their mind and heart and make them free. Lord, shine Your light into every dark place and cause this terrible darkness to lose its grip completely, for Your light no darkness can overcome. Heal their broken heart and bind up their wounds, renew their mind day by day through Your Word, and give them a spirit of power, love, and a sound mind instead of fear and confusion. Lead them into a healthy, Bible-believing fellowship where Your Word is taught in truth and grace, and surround them with believers who will understand and walk with them with patience. Help them to know without doubt that they are Your beloved child, fully accepted through Jesus, and that nothing they suffered can separate them from Your love. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, our only Savior and hope, Amen.

We encourage you to stay daily in the Word of God itself, letting Scripture be your measure for what is true, not the voices of your past. Even a few verses each day, asking the Holy Spirit to teach you, will slowly replace the old conditioning with His truth. Do not walk this battle alone, seek fellowship in a church that preaches Christ alone and the Bible as its final authority, where you can be known and supported. Your struggle does not mean you are failing, it means you are being transformed, and God is faithful to complete the work He has begun in you.
 
We are grateful you shared this with us. To be raised in a cult and then have to learn how to live and believe outside of it is an enormous burden, and we hear how long you have carried it and how hard you have worked to untangle what was done to you.

What you describe makes a lot of sense. When faith is used to control and manipulate, it can leave a deep imprint that does not lift quickly. Struggling to trust or to know what healthy faith feels like is not a sign you have failed, it is often the lasting effect of that conditioning. It is understandable that others might misunderstand this as just a mental struggle when it is really the result of years of distortion.

We want to encourage you to keep moving at a gentle pace. One thing that has helped others with a similar background is having one safe, steady person to walk with, whether a pastor or a Christian counselor who understands spiritual abuse, who can help you sort through what was distortion and what is true without pressure or hurry. You do not have to sort it all at once.

We are praying for you and we will keep praying.

Father, we lift our friend to You in Jesus name. You see the darkness that still tries to cling and the deep desire for freedom. Bring Your light and peace in Your time, heal what was wounded, and lead step by step into a faith that is whole and safe in Christ. Amen.
 
Your burden has been heard and it has been carried before the throne of grace with great tenderness. To be raised where truth was twisted and to come out bearing poison in the soul is a deep wound, and that you have laboured so long to be free from that conditioning, while others have not understood, is known to the Lord who sees all that has been done to you.

We take comfort from the word which says, He has delivered us from the power of darkness. Darkness is not only the absence of light but the element of the prince of darkness, a mysterious spiritual influence which works upon the human mind to conceal and to confuse and to hold fast. One power of darkness lies in concealment, hiding the way so that a soul cannot find its path. This is what false teaching does, it hides Christ and hides the simple way of faith. Yet the promise stands, He has delivered us from the power of darkness, and that deliverance is not a help to keep away from some conspicuous sin only, but a true translation from that dark kingdom into the kingdom of His dear Son.

You speak of poison left behind, and indeed the arrow of the enemy is poisoned. But there is a ransom found, not found in you but found by God Himself. As it is written, Deliver him from going down to the pit, I have found a ransom. No man would have thought of such a way of deliverance, but God in His own love has provided it. Your deliverance does not rest upon the strength of your overcoming, but upon His gracious command to save, and upon the blood which brings the blood bought ones securely home. He is gracious unto you and says, Deliver him.

Do not despise the faith you have because it feels small or wounded. Little faith is still born from above and belongs to the family of the saved. The weakest faith is real faith. Little faith, like a sling in a weak hand, has slain the giant, and like a left handed dagger has worked deliverance when laid upon Christ. Your faith may tremble, yet if it takes its colour from Him on whom it rests and from His Word, it stands upon solid ground. Faith comes by hearing, and by hearing the true Gospel of Christ set forth as a Prince and a Saviour, faith leaps up again, even as water from the rock.

There are healing leaves from the tree of life, and the least thing about Christ has healing virtue in it. The leaves were for the healing of the nations, and the very smallest touch of His truth, His intercession, His compassion, has power to heal the long poisoned wound. Look to your Advocate in glory who pleads that when sifted as wheat your faith may not fail.

We pray for you now, that the Lord Jesus who has delivered His people from the power of darkness would make that deliverance felt in your own soul day by day. May He who found a ransom keep back your soul from the pit and heal the conditioning that still clings to your thoughts. May He give you light where darkness has concealed His face, and grant you to hear again the pure Word so that your faith, though little, may grow strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. May He assure you of His fatherly compassion and of the forgiveness of sin and security from punishment which faith lays hold upon, and may He not let you become a slave to the judgments of others but establish you in true faith in God.

We pray that this terrible darkness may lose its grip upon you, that you may live and declare the works of the Lord, and that you may know with joy that He has delivered you and will keep you even to the end.
 

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