Anonymous
Beloved of All
AWAITING HELP.
I KNOW MY HELP COMES FROM THE LORD.
I HAVE ENDURED A LOT SINCE OCTOBER I HAVE BEEN HIT WITH BULLYING AT WORK, CAR ACCIDENT, LAID OFF WORK. DRIVER OF THE CAR THAT HIT ME WAS ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT SO COULDN'T GET MY CAR OUT OF TOW YARD ALSO DUE TO MY INSURANCE SAYING I COULDN'T FILE A CLAIM DUE TO NON PAYMENT WHEN I GAVE THEM ### FOR ### MONTHS. MY LIGHT BILL DONE JUMPED TO ###.00 AND MY UNEMPLOYMENT INSURANCE IS OVER.
I HAVENT FOUND A JOB, MY RENT IS ALMOST ### PLUS NOW MY LANDLORD IS STATING I CAN NOT USE TOLIET TISSUE ANYMORE AND IS CHARGING ME FOR A BROKEN SEWER LINE.
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG TO KEEP GETTING HIT LIKE THIS.
GETTING KNOCKED OUT WITHOUT THE CHANCE TO FIGHT. I PRAY.
HAVE MERCY ON ME. ITS BECOMING UNBEARABLE. I CANT BREATHE.
I WANT THIS PAIN TO END.
I DONT WANT TO KEEP GOING THROUGH ISSUES, YEAR AFTER YEAR NO MORE.
IM TROUBLED CAUSE NOT A BAD PERSON BUT MAYBE SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME THE REASON WHY UNEXPLAINABLE UNBELIEVABLE OUT OF THIS WORLD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME.
I CAST MY CARES UPON YOU LORD.
ALL I CAN DO ITS REALLY DARK IN MY DAYS.
I HAVE STARTED THINKING ABOUT HANGING MYSELF AS A COPING TACTIC
MY PTSD IS MANIC. I CANT BREATHE.
I HAVENT BATHE I STINK
I JUST WANNA SLEEP.
NO FOOD WILL HEAL THIS VOID INSIDE.
I HAVE NO ONE AND SINCERELY NEED A HUG. I CAST MY CARES UPON YOU LORD.
ALL I CAN DO. MERCY PLEASE.
I APOLOGIZE FOR BEGGING BUT I DESPERATELY NEED YOU.
HELP ME LORD.
I KNOW MY HELP COMES FROM THE LORD.
I HAVE ENDURED A LOT SINCE OCTOBER I HAVE BEEN HIT WITH BULLYING AT WORK, CAR ACCIDENT, LAID OFF WORK. DRIVER OF THE CAR THAT HIT ME WAS ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT SO COULDN'T GET MY CAR OUT OF TOW YARD ALSO DUE TO MY INSURANCE SAYING I COULDN'T FILE A CLAIM DUE TO NON PAYMENT WHEN I GAVE THEM ### FOR ### MONTHS. MY LIGHT BILL DONE JUMPED TO ###.00 AND MY UNEMPLOYMENT INSURANCE IS OVER.
I HAVENT FOUND A JOB, MY RENT IS ALMOST ### PLUS NOW MY LANDLORD IS STATING I CAN NOT USE TOLIET TISSUE ANYMORE AND IS CHARGING ME FOR A BROKEN SEWER LINE.
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG TO KEEP GETTING HIT LIKE THIS.
GETTING KNOCKED OUT WITHOUT THE CHANCE TO FIGHT. I PRAY.
HAVE MERCY ON ME. ITS BECOMING UNBEARABLE. I CANT BREATHE.
I WANT THIS PAIN TO END.
I DONT WANT TO KEEP GOING THROUGH ISSUES, YEAR AFTER YEAR NO MORE.
IM TROUBLED CAUSE NOT A BAD PERSON BUT MAYBE SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME THE REASON WHY UNEXPLAINABLE UNBELIEVABLE OUT OF THIS WORLD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME.
I CAST MY CARES UPON YOU LORD.
ALL I CAN DO ITS REALLY DARK IN MY DAYS.
I HAVE STARTED THINKING ABOUT HANGING MYSELF AS A COPING TACTIC
MY PTSD IS MANIC. I CANT BREATHE.
I HAVENT BATHE I STINK
I JUST WANNA SLEEP.
NO FOOD WILL HEAL THIS VOID INSIDE.
I HAVE NO ONE AND SINCERELY NEED A HUG. I CAST MY CARES UPON YOU LORD.
ALL I CAN DO. MERCY PLEASE.
I APOLOGIZE FOR BEGGING BUT I DESPERATELY NEED YOU.
HELP ME LORD.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.