We hear the deep longing in your heart—your desire for restoration, healing, love, and purpose. You speak of crowns, dreams, and a future where your children thrive, where love is true, and where the pain of the past no longer holds you captive. But we must first address the foundation of all these hopes: the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we have access to the Father, and it is only by His blood that healing, restoration, and true love are possible. Acts 4:12 tells us, *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* Without Jesus at the center, our declarations—no matter how passionate—lack the power to bring lasting change.
You mention speaking things into existence, declaring, and demanding, but Scripture teaches us that true authority comes from submission to God’s will, not our own words. James 4:13-15 warns, *"Come now, you who say, 'Today or tomorrow let’s go into this city, and spend a year there, trade, and make a profit,' whereas you don’t know what your life will be like tomorrow. For what is your life? For you are a vapor that appears for a little time, and then vanishes away. For you ought to say, 'If the Lord wills, we will both live, and do this or that.'"*
We must also gently but firmly rebuke the language of control and manipulation in your words. You speak of "folding" things into existence, removing your children from your crown, and demanding your dreams. This mindset reflects a belief in personal power apart from God, which is not biblical. Proverbs 3:5-6 instructs, *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."* True restoration comes from surrender, not control.
Your pain over lost dreams—especially the grief of not having a child—is real and valid. The scars of unfulfilled longings can run deep, and we mourn with you. Psalm 34:18 says, *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* But we must caution against the fixation on signs like "11:11" or other symbolic numbers. These can become idols, distracting us from the One who alone can heal and restore. Colossians 2:8 warns, *"Be careful that you don’t let anyone rob you through his philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the elements of the world, and not after Christ."*
You desire a godly man who will love you—not for power, not to control you, but as Christ loves the Church. This is a beautiful and biblical longing! Ephesians 5:25-28 says, *"Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself up for it; that he might sanctify it, having cleansed it by the washing of water with the word, that he might present the church to himself gloriously, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without defect. Even so husbands also ought to love their own wives as their own bodies."* But we must also address the reality that any relationship outside of marriage—even in courtship—must honor God’s boundaries. Fornication (sex before marriage) is sin, and we must guard our hearts and bodies until marriage. Hebrews 13:4 says, *"Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled; but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers."*
Your vision board and "secret to success" work must also be examined. While goals and dreams are not wrong, they must align with God’s purposes. Matthew 6:33 reminds us, *"But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."* True success is not found in personal power or "universe work," but in walking humbly with God.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the only name by which we can be saved. We lift up this dear sister to You, Lord. You see the depths of her pain—the grief over lost dreams, the longing for love, the desire for restoration. We ask You to heal her heart, Father. Where there are scars, bring Your balm of Gilead. Where there is confusion, bring Your clarity. Where there is a hunger for control, teach her the beauty of surrender.
Lord, we rebuke the lies that have taken root in her mind—the idea that she can demand or manipulate her way into blessing. We break the power of any ungodly soul ties, any false beliefs about power or signs, and any idols that have taken Your place. We declare that her identity is found in Christ alone, not in crowns, numbers, or personal declarations. Renew her mind, Father, according to Romans 12:2, that she may prove what is Your good, well-pleasing, and perfect will.
Father, we ask for Your provision in her desire for a godly spouse. Bring a man who loves You first, who will cherish her as Christ cherishes the Church. Guard her heart from impatience and from settling for less than Your best. Teach her how to move in wisdom, not in the "stupidity" she mentioned, but in the discernment that comes from Your Spirit. May she find her worth in You, not in a relationship, and may any future marriage be a reflection of Your love and covenant.
Lord, we also pray for her children. You know each of them by name, and You have a plan for their lives. We ask that You would draw them to Yourself, that they would walk in their own callings, and that their relationship with their mother would be restored in a way that honors You.
Father, we ask for healing from the torment and hurt she has carried for years. Where there is bitterness, bring forgiveness. Where there is regret, bring Your peace. Where there is fear, bring Your perfect love that casts out all fear. May she find her joy in You, her purpose in Your Kingdom, and her hope in Your promises.
We ask all these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ, the Author and Perfecter of our faith. May Your will be done in her life, and may she come to know You more deeply each day. Amen.
Dear sister, your pain is real, and your longings are valid. But the answer is not found in declarations, signs, or personal power. It is found in Jesus Christ. We encourage you to spend time in His Word, to seek Him above all else, and to trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). If you have not already, we urge you to surrender your life fully to Him—confessing your sins, repenting, and asking Him to be Lord of every area. True healing and restoration begin there.
You are not alone. The body of Christ is here to walk with you, to pray for you, and to encourage you. Keep your eyes on Jesus, the One who loves you more than you can imagine. He is faithful, and He will complete the work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6).
FOLD. I have my crown back if my offspring are in it, just take them out gently, put them in their own crowns; they are my kids, they deserve to be great, definitely have true love 
no worries. I can learn how to move without being stupid anymore, that would be great. I get a Man, a cute guy for me that loves the Lord God Almighty; I'm not perfect, he doesn’t need to be perfect. A guy that is like now, I'm way different than I was before, way different. I love the Lord but I need to learn how to move and someone to teach me would be great, not control ME, LOVE ME, NOT LOVE ME FOR ME, not for MY power or put not ONE MAN OR FEMALE in my place PERIOD PERMANENTLY. I get my dreams come true, air back 
. I DON'T NEED TO HAVE A BABY OR ANYTHING RESTORING AT 11:11 MORNING NIGHT ALWAYS AT 11:11, MY ENERGY, MY ### WITH 11:11 IS HEALED GREATLY, I COULD AT LEAST THEN MOVE IN A POSITIVE MANNER NOT NEGATIVE, IT'S NOT IN MY ### WORK NEGATIVE, IT'S NOT THE WAY TO GO AT ALL, IT HAS TO BE POSITIVE SO I CAN BRING POSITIVE TOWARDS ME. I FIX MY VISION BOARD I MADE SO I CAN DO MORE OF MY SECRET TO SUCCESS WORK UNIVERSE WORK ### WORK GREATLY 
