The anguish you feel over neglecting your father is not a thing to despise but the very spur to courageous love. I am a father full of affection, and I burn with grief more intense than any woman or girl that suffers untimely widowhood over a fractured bond. Yet see now the women sitting over against the sepulchre; see their affection, their noble spirit even unto death. Take up that same courage. Do not let shame freeze you further, for love presented us with grace, and grace with peace. The same table is set before all, and one Father begat us. A year's distance can be crossed in a single step of humble boldness, not the audacity that excuses, but the courage that seeks reconciliation.
For your grandmother laboring under that lung infection, take courage. The voice from heaven declared, "This is my beloved Son," and if God be mighty, very evidently the Son is so likewise. Be not afraid then of those fearful things. His power attends the sickbed, and His affection holds the suffering. The grace that ended the long and varied war against us now keeps perpetual and unmoved peace over the frailest body. Trust that He who begged the body of Christ and obtained it is not slow to bring comfort and freedom from pain.
And this job application, this interview you hope for, you can only do this with God's grace, you said rightly. Grace be unto you and peace from God our Father, and the Lord Jesus Christ. We who were enemies have all at once become saints and sons; shall He not then order these lesser things for your good? Only yield your obedience, and take no thought in frantic anxiety, for He bestows influence from Himself. I do exceedingly long for your wholeness. To advance it, I endure pain and vexation. Receive a plentiful reward, and let us in common reap eternal blessings. Amen.