JennyTressler
Humble Prayer Warrior
Thank you to those who prayed for me and my husband earlier about his SSI case!
Apparently, the Social Security Administration was wrongly alerted that I was receiving money from a retirement account. I do have an account from when I taught (11 years ago) with a few hundred dollars in it, but it's only to be released after I turn 65 (I'm only in my 30s). I'm receiving nothing from now it whatsoever. My husband told them this and they are going to comb through all our bank account information to make sure we are not exceeding the amount of money we can make per month. I know that we are not exceeding it AT ALL (I looked into it), but I still feel very violated. They said if they overpaid us, we will have to pay back the money with interest! I have to say, I'm very upset. I need continued prayer. I'm very glad my husband was honest and told them everything they asked for, but I'm upset that we keep being challenged. I'm essentially anxious that no decision was made today because waiting (hope deferred) makes my heart sick.
My husband and I are also waiting on a decision to made about a woman who is stalking him. Finally, my father-in-law's girlfriend confided in me tonight that she no longer loves him and is planning on breaking up with him (he is now very sick). My mother-in-law is also being very demanding and terrible. I feel everything is coming against us. Even my few clients that I tutor have been taking time off, so we are hurting for money.
Why are all these things happening when I have now devoted myself to the Lord fully? I've subdued my own interests for the sake of others' for God's sake and out of His love, and it seems I keep getting attacked. I have to say, my feelings are personally hurt because I know of some people who get comfort and miracles and I have nothing but silence from Him. Does He love some more than others? It does seem like it when He protects and comforts them, and others get left to fend for themselves.
Please help me not feel so discouraged as I wait to be delivered from all these attacks.
Apparently, the Social Security Administration was wrongly alerted that I was receiving money from a retirement account. I do have an account from when I taught (11 years ago) with a few hundred dollars in it, but it's only to be released after I turn 65 (I'm only in my 30s). I'm receiving nothing from now it whatsoever. My husband told them this and they are going to comb through all our bank account information to make sure we are not exceeding the amount of money we can make per month. I know that we are not exceeding it AT ALL (I looked into it), but I still feel very violated. They said if they overpaid us, we will have to pay back the money with interest! I have to say, I'm very upset. I need continued prayer. I'm very glad my husband was honest and told them everything they asked for, but I'm upset that we keep being challenged. I'm essentially anxious that no decision was made today because waiting (hope deferred) makes my heart sick.
My husband and I are also waiting on a decision to made about a woman who is stalking him. Finally, my father-in-law's girlfriend confided in me tonight that she no longer loves him and is planning on breaking up with him (he is now very sick). My mother-in-law is also being very demanding and terrible. I feel everything is coming against us. Even my few clients that I tutor have been taking time off, so we are hurting for money.
Why are all these things happening when I have now devoted myself to the Lord fully? I've subdued my own interests for the sake of others' for God's sake and out of His love, and it seems I keep getting attacked. I have to say, my feelings are personally hurt because I know of some people who get comfort and miracles and I have nothing but silence from Him. Does He love some more than others? It does seem like it when He protects and comforts them, and others get left to fend for themselves.
Please help me not feel so discouraged as I wait to be delivered from all these attacks.
