confusion

[beloved one]

Amen! Thank you for this message.

YOU ARE MOST WELCOME , ALL GLORY GOES TO GOD !!

 

[abundantlyblessed]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[tops89]

I'm exactly like you. I don't know what to do either. I am joining you together in this prayer. Maybe when we come together in prayer. It will be met. I believe in the power and gift of prayer. Its just that i don't know what God's will is for me. Therefore, my prayer may be inaccurate and not according with God"s plan. I hope we both will find some way that will works.

Make God help us both I will keep you in my prayers as well.

 

[tops89]

DEAR ONE , YOU ARE JUST OVERWHELMED AND BURNT OUT , WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE BEFORE . BUT NOW MORE THAN EVER , DIG IN YOUR HEELS AND PRAISE THE LORD , YOU MAY NOT " FEEL " LIKE IT BUT THAT IS WHY IT IS CALLED A SACRIFICE OF PRAISE . WORSHIPING THE LORD WILL PUT THE ENEMY ON THE RUN . WORSHIPING THE LORD CHANGES THE ATMOSPHERE AND ONE MOMENT IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING . YOU JUST NEED TO GET ALONE WITH JESUS AND ENTER INTO HIS REST THAT HE HAS PROMISED HIS PEOPLE . PRAYING IS NOT ALWAYS ASKING HIM FOR SOMETHING , IT IS ALL ABOUT HAVING ONE ON ONE TIME WITH THE ONLY ONE WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYONE EVER WILL , HE IS OUR HOPE IN THIS FALLEN WORLD . SATAN KNOWS HOW TO DISCOURAGE YOU , HE KNOWS YOUR EVERY WEAKNESS , FIGHT BACK WITH THE WORD OF GOD . DEAR ONE YOU ARE RIGHT IN SAYING THAT YOU ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE , IT COULD BE THAT BEING A DOCTOR MAY NOT BE IT , ASK THE LORD FOR WISDOM , HE WILL ANSWER IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO REALLY SEEK HIM . HE IS WAITING ON YOU , REMEMBER THE BATTLE IS NOT YOURS , HE IS THERE WITH YOU . NEVER DOUBT FOR ONE MINUTE THAT HE DOES HEAR YOUR PRAYERS AND THAT HE DOES CARE . THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT WE ARE THE HEAD AND NOT THE TAIL , HE HAS WONDERFUL THINGS AHEAD FOR YOU IF YOU FOLLOW AS HE DIRECTS . BLESSINGS !

thank you for your prayers and feedback, I do believe I am meant to be here as the circumstances around me coming to school were I believe not by chance that being said I will continue to seek God concerning the matter.

Amen thank you again for your advice may the Lord continue to bless you with wisdom. May God help me to implement your advice.

 

[Alinani]

The power which let you request for this prayer to this anointed group is not from without. God speaks through a lot of channels, dreams , visions , situations , people etc...So I believe this is the end of your troubles. Have faith and avoid sin, all will be well.

We praying for you in Jesus's name!!

 

[tops89]

The power which let you request for this prayer to this anointed group is not from without. God speaks through a lot of channels, dreams , visions , situations , people etc...So I believe this is the end of your troubles. Have faith and avoid sin, all will be well.

We praying for you in Jesus's name!!

Amen! I receive it in Jesus name

 

[YeshuahComes]

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

The verse above thoroughly explains how I feel.
I wish I didn’t exist, and even though I understand there is a 'reason' for me being here. I wish I wasn’t, though I don’t think I would end my existence I just wish I wasn’t. It makes me feel guilty, because I know life is a "gift" (though, I don’t know how much I believe that life is a gift--often times it seems like a curse and we are just paying for the sins of our forefathers, always striving, always working, even if we are in Christ. Though, yes I get it ).

I should feel happy and grateful that God has protected my life.

Everything hurts. Physically, mentally, emotionally etc

Just pray for me.
I am currently in medical school doing poorly, surrounded by people who are doing well --I feel like this is the last chance to make something of myself and to do something worthwhile at 30 years old, I don't know what I would do if I failed...

Even before school started things were hard. My faith has waned in the past four years and it seems my life has gone from ‘frying pan to fire’, its been blow after blow. I try to keep an optimistic outlook and put my trust and hope in God that things will be ok, that they can even be good on this earth in my lifetime... ....but my reality just hurts. I find praying hard talk less of reading the bible.
I can’t retain any information in school, my recall is getting worse I can't remember the words I want to use many times, I am mixing up words.. often times the homonym is what I write down, and it takes me seconds to remember the correct word to put down, it is a struggle to bring myself to do anything. I've prayed against laziness, depression, I try to be positive because I know mindset is 'everything'.

Many times I wish I wasn’t married, I wish I was alone.
I don’t even like myself—I seem not to have any good qualities anymore, things I used to like about myself seem to be less important or good. It is coming to a point that I am afraid to have kids, because I don't want them to be like me. I don't want them to potentially deal with whatever genetic disposition I may have to the problems I having now. (I've have been praying for my kids since I was kid)

I always used to have hope, but let down after let down… stress after stress has really gotten to me over the past 4 years. It leaves me wondering where did I go wrong, who did I offend?

I am grateful for a roof over my head, food to eat, that all my basic needs are met... I dunno maybe this is as a result of '1st world issues" coming from a background as a 1st generation child of immigrants I recognize my blessings and privilege in that regard.

I don’t know I am just tired. I always been prone to crying, but now it seems like I cry everyday.
I guess pray for me to pass this quarter in school, my marriage, for mental health, physical health, and faith--to find I good church family after being hurt by 'church families' in the past.

Hope deferred makes the heart sick.. I feel like I’ve been sick for awhile I honestly don’t know what to do what to say or not say… what to do
I feel like my prayers fall on deaf ears, for whatever reason so maybe the prayers of others will help me.

Sorry this prayer request is so scatterbrained maybe its more venting.

May God bless you as you pray for me.

Dear tops89, Dr. Heal thyself. It appears that you are what we call depressed and may be in need of sunshine. May I suggest antdepressants, or St. John's Wort? Vitamin D, and lots of sunshine and walking?

I will pray for you, but you need to sleep, eat, and take care of yourself before your memory will work.

Father, please see tops89, and help them see what they must do to serve you and feel better in this tent that we live in. Fix tops89 Father, so that they can help many come to you. This I pray in Yeshuah's mighty name. Amen

 

[Echoes of Light]

The power which let you request for this prayer to this anointed group is not from without. God speaks through a lot of channels, dreams , visions , situations , people etc...So I believe this is the end of your troubles. Have faith and avoid sin, all will be well.

We praying for you in Jesus's name!!

Amen and Amen

 

[Echoes of Light]

Amen! I receive it in Jesus name

Amen! IN Jesus' Name.

 

[Echoes of Light]

Make God help us both I will keep you in my prayers as well.

Thank you