Confusion

My life has been full of pain and confusion. I cannot remember ever being happy; in fact, I have blank spots in my past. You see, I could always see or feel more than the average person; some people call it intuition, or being psychic. I remember the day when my ### died, before my parents even went to the hospital, I knew it was too late; my parents did not know the extent of her injuries. I have seen demons, been tormented in so many ways. Also, I have connections with celebrities, which is scary because I wonder what part is truth or reality; you know, the media only tells us what they want us to believe. So who is actually giving me this information? If it is Christ, I believe we are close to the end. If it is not, I need urgent prayer because I am feeling stuff that confuses me. There are several unexplainable things that happen in my life. Most I wish to not speak of, but that does not change that it all happened, and since I had a traumatic childhood and teen years, it could have been caused by anything. My soul is ruptured into a million pieces; yes, I always believe in God, but what if it is the devil speaking? I mean, I can remember waking up with a song in my head that was beautiful and still does not exist; it was not a Christian song. I sometimes feel like something trying to take over my life, and I cannot break free. One day I was desperate to speak to God, so I visited a site that was supposed to be Christian; it knew everything about me and exuded love. However, I later found out I was deceived. As I write this right now, I feel like something is angry, so I am guessing I am close to knowing the truth. Please do not ask if I dabbled in witchcraft; yes, later in life, but this was already happening.

This initial blog post is to ask for help, for prayer; please leave me advice.
Fasted
Gave up TV and music, etc.
Nothing really worked

 

[Don]

FATHER GOD IN JESUS NAME WE PRAY AND BY YOUR AUTHORITY, WE BIND THESE SPIRITS AND ASK YOU AS LORD TO DELIVER YOUR CHILD FROM THE EVIL ONE. GRANT HER FREEDOM IN YOUR PRECIOUS BLOOD, GIVE HER A PURPOSE IN LIFE AND USE HER FOR YOUR GLORY ONLY AMEN.

 

[kbehrent]

In the name of Jesus, I bind and cast out of your life all demonic presences and influences in the life of ### and they shall not return. I break every tie and bondage and captivity the demonic realm may have on her. She is free. Every piece of her soul is now united into one piece. I break off and cancel all negative words and declarations anyone has ever spoken over her body and life. Every piece of her heart is now united into one piece. She is now whole. I bless her life and body with the life of God. I bless the home she lives in and everything in it with the life of God. Thank you Jesus.