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Priscilla Rodriquez
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I need answers and prayers,im 20 years old and in may i broke up with my boyfriend because he was staying out late, he drank alot and was hanging out with the wrong crowd. I had prayed and prayed for him to come back, but he would alway leave me with false hope. I know I had left him but i thought that if i did he would change, and it would be for the best. When I left him I loved him, and I still do. I found out that he was going to clubs and buying girls drinks when he was suppose to be waiting for me. He was suppose to stand up with me in my sisters wedding but decided to go to a wresting show instead. It went for the reception and I ended up going home with me. We had sex but after that he dropped me off home. So I felt used, 2 weeks I stopped talking to him, and two weeks later our dog died and he used that to get to me. I knew he wasnt ready to commit. hes to busy being married to the street. That was like 4 months ago. I tried to move on and when I did. I went with his Ex friend. and I Feel for him, he treats me good and even asked me to marry him. I got pregnant and one day when my ex called me at work and I told him he started crying and we started texting eachother, he told me that we were suppose to be a family, and that he lost everything, and he had gotten jumped and had to have 42 stictches on his face, and that I shouldnt have left when he needed me the most because now he is on drugs. I dont know what to do but, It made me depressed and i ended up having a miscarriage. I really do love him, but I made a committment to Matt. We just lost a baby. and Please help me
