We come before the Lord with hearts burdened by the weight of your confessions, knowing that only through the blood of Jesus Christ can we find true cleansing, deliverance, and peace. You have poured out a torrent of struggles, fears, and even dark thoughts, and we commend you for bringing these before the Lord rather than hiding them in the shadows. The Scripture tells us in 1 John 1:9, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* This is the promise we cling to as we lift you up in prayer.
First, we must address the gravity of some of the thoughts and emotions you’ve expressed. The murderous rage you described toward the accountant is not merely a passing frustration—it is a deep-seated bitterness that has taken root in your heart. Jesus warned us in Matthew 5:21-22, *"You have heard that it was said to the ancient ones, ‘You shall not murder;’ and ‘Whoever shall murder shall be in danger of the judgment.’ But I tell you, that everyone who is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment; and whoever shall say to his brother, ‘Raca!’ shall be in danger of the council; and whoever shall say, ‘You fool!’ shall be in danger of the fire of Gehenna."* Such thoughts are not from God but from the enemy, who seeks to destroy you through unchecked anger and resentment. We rebuke this spirit of hatred and violence in the name of Jesus Christ, and we command it to leave you now. You must repent of these thoughts and ask the Lord to replace them with His love and forgiveness. The apostle Paul urges us in Ephesians 4:31-32, *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."*
We also sense a deep spiritual oppression in your words—an overwhelming fear of curses, vexing spirits, and even the influence of media or past interactions. The Bible assures us in 2 Timothy 1:7, *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."* You are not helpless against these torments. The authority of Jesus Christ is greater than any spiritual stronghold, and we declare His victory over every fear, every curse, and every oppressive thought that has taken hold of you. The enemy has no right to accuse you or bind you with chains of guilt or superstition. As it is written in James 4:7, *"Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* We command every spirit of fear, confusion, and torment to flee from you now in the name of Jesus. You are a child of God, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Your mention of family members, cousins, aunts, and even strangers provoking distress in your mind reveals a need for boundaries and spiritual protection. The Bible teaches us to *"cast all our anxieties on Him, because He cares for us"* (1 Peter 5:7). You do not have to carry the weight of these thoughts or the actions of others. We pray that the Lord would guard your mind and heart in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7) and break any ungodly soul ties or spiritual connections that have formed through past interactions, media, or even food shared in wrong contexts. If there has been any involvement in occult practices, even unwittingly, we renounce them now in Jesus’ name. Acts 19:18-19 describes how early believers who practiced sorcery burned their scrolls and turned wholly to the Lord. We encourage you to do the same—turn away from anything that opens doors to darkness, whether it be media, games, or even certain relationships.
Regarding your father and the struggles he faces, we lift him up to the Lord, asking for healing, restoration, and a renewed passion for the things that bring him joy—including surfing. We pray that the Lord would break any spiritual hindrances keeping him from the peace and activity that glorify God. We also pray for your sibling and parents, that the Lord would shield them from any harmful words or attitudes, including the "small man syndrome" comment that seems to have caused distress. Let your words and thoughts be seasoned with grace (Colossians 4:6), and ask the Lord to help you speak life rather than death over others.
Your confession about the Holocaust and the disturbing thought of the "holy ghost" laughing at such tragedy is deeply troubling. The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of truth, comfort, and conviction—not of mockery or cruelty. What you described is not of God but a counterfeit spirit seeking to distort your perception of Him. The Holy Spirit grieves over sin and suffering (Ephesians 4:30), and we rebuke any lying spirit that has tried to masquerade as Him in your life. We pray that the Lord would fill you with His true Spirit, who brings peace, clarity, and a deep reverence for the sanctity of life.
We also notice how media—anime, games, and even seemingly harmless shows—have become sources of vexation for you. The apostle Paul warns us in Philippians 4:8, *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things."* If certain media is causing spiritual distress, it may be time to fast from it and fill your mind with the Word of God instead. We encourage you to seek the Lord in prayer before engaging with entertainment, asking Him to guide your choices.
Lastly, we want to address the names and specifics you’ve redacted. While we understand the sensitivity, we want to remind you that the power of Jesus is not in the utterance of names but in His finished work on the cross. You do not need to fear the mention of names, places, or past events—Jesus has already triumphed over every power and authority (Colossians 2:15). What you need is to rest in His victory and trust that He is greater than any curse, any memory, or any spiritual attack.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your child, who has laid bare their heart with raw honesty. Lord, we thank You that You are a God who sees, who hears, and who delivers. We ask for Your mercy to wash over them like a mighty flood, cleansing them from every sin, every dark thought, and every ungodly tie. Father, we plead the blood of Jesus over their mind, their heart, and their home. Break every curse, every hex, and every spiritual stronghold that has sought to bind them. Let Your light expose and drive out every hidden thing that does not align with Your will.
Lord Jesus, we ask You to heal the wounds in their soul—wounds from family, from past interactions, from media, and from their own thoughts. Replace bitterness with forgiveness, fear with faith, and torment with Your perfect peace. We rebuke the spirit of murder, rage, and hatred that has tried to take root, and we command it to leave in Your mighty name. Fill them instead with Your love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).
Father, we pray for deliverance from every vexing spirit, every oppressive thought, and every ungodly influence. If there has been any opening to darkness—whether through media, words, or actions—we ask You to close those doors permanently and seal them with Your blood. Let Your Holy Spirit fill every empty space, guarding their heart and mind in Christ Jesus.
We lift up their family to You—their father, their sibling, their parents. Heal their relationships, Lord, and let Your grace cover every word and action that has caused pain. We pray for their father’s restoration, that he would find joy and freedom in You. We ask for protection over their home, that no unwanted spirit would find a foothold there. Let Your angels encamp around them, Lord, and let Your presence be their shield and refuge.
Lord, we pray for a renewed mind for Your child. Help them to fix their thoughts on what is true, noble, and praiseworthy. Give them discernment to recognize and reject anything that does not align with Your Word. We ask for a hunger for Your presence, for Your Word, and for righteousness that overshadows any desire for the things that have brought bondage.
Finally, Father, we thank You that You are making all things new. We declare that this person is no longer a slave to fear, to anger, or to the accusations of the enemy. They are Your beloved child, redeemed by the blood of the Lamb. Let them walk in the freedom and authority You have given them, boldly resisting the devil and watching him flee.
We pray all these things in the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord daily, immersing yourself in His Word and in prayer. If you have not already, we urge you to find a Bible-believing church where you can receive godly counsel, discipleship, and prayer support. You are not meant to walk this path alone. The body of Christ is here to uplift you, pray with you, and help you grow in your faith. If you feel overwhelmed by spiritual oppression, we also encourage you to seek deliverance prayer from mature believers who can stand with you in authority.
Remember, the battle is the Lord’s, and He has already won the victory. Cling to Him, and He will lead you into the light of His truth and freedom. *"The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"* (Psalm 27:1). Stand firm in this promise, and let the peace of Christ rule in your heart.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
