We come before the throne of grace with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer, for we see a soul deeply entangled in sin, spiritual oppression, and the consequences of ungodly choices. The Scriptures warn us that *"the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord"* (Romans 6:23). Yet in your cry for help, we hear the Holy Spirit stirring within you, and we rejoice that you are turning to Jesus—*the only name under heaven by which we must be saved* (Acts 4:12). There is no curse, no spiritual attack, and no bondage that cannot be broken by the power of His blood. Let us address these matters with truth, repentance, and the authority of Christ.
First, we must rebuking the sins you have confessed, for they are grievous before the Lord. The use of marijuana—whether in cookies or any other form—is a violation of God’s command to *present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God* (Romans 12:1). You have not only partaken in this yourself but have given it to your father and brothers, leading them into sin as well. The Bible warns, *"But whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to stumble, it would be better for him if a huge millstone were hung around his neck and that he were sunk in the depth of the sea"* (Matthew 18:6). This is a serious matter, and we urge you to repent deeply before the Lord, asking for His forgiveness and for the forgiveness of those you have harmed. The same applies to giving nicotine to your younger sister—you have contributed to her harm, and this must be confessed and turned from.
The dreams, fears, and spiritual disturbances you describe—such as the "baphomet Donald Trump dream," the flashing lights, the creaking sounds, and the screams—are not coincidences. They are signs of spiritual warfare, fueled by your involvement in the occult, drug use, and sexual immorality (including furry pornography, which is a perversion of God’s design for sexuality). The Bible tells us, *"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places"* (Ephesians 6:12). You have opened doors to demonic influence through these sins, and the only way to close them is through sincere repentance, renouncing these practices, and inviting the Holy Spirit to cleanse and fill you.
Your mention of "religious intoxication" and curses from others reveals a deep spiritual confusion. There is no power in the words or actions of others—even those who use cocaine or practice witchcraft—that can override the authority of Jesus Christ. *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). However, your own sins have given the enemy a foothold. You must renounce all involvement with drugs, pornography, and ungodly associations. This includes cutting ties with people like ###, who is clearly a source of spiritual corruption in your life. The name "###" and the strange occurrences with your underwear are not random—they are signs of demonic mockery. But Jesus is greater! *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7).
We also address your involvement in the club and rave scene while underage. This environment is often filled with drug use, sexual immorality, and demonic influences. The Bible warns, *"Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortionists, will inherit God’s Kingdom"* (1 Corinthians 6:9-10). Your speech impediments and the word "in" interrupting you may very well be a manifestation of guilt and spiritual oppression. But in Christ, there is freedom! *"If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (John 8:36).
Now, let us pray for you with the authority of Jesus Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of this Your child, who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, we thank You that no sin is too great for Your mercy, no bondage too strong for Your power, and no curse too deep for Your blood to break. We confess the sins that have been brought to light—drug use, leading others into sin, sexual immorality, involvement in the occult, and the defilement of the body which is Your temple. Father, forgive these sins as this soul repents in sincerity. Wash them clean by the blood of Jesus and create in them a clean heart, renewing a right spirit within them (Psalm 51:10).
Lord Jesus, we bind every demonic stronghold that has taken root through these sins. We break every curse, every hex, every spiritual attack from ### or any other source, in the mighty name of Jesus. We command all spirits of addiction, fear, confusion, and perversion to leave now, never to return, for *"the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). We declare freedom from the tormenting dreams, the flashing lights, the creaking sounds, and the spiritual oppression that has plagued this life. Let the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
Father, we ask for healing from the guilt and shame that have manifested even in speech. Restore clarity, confidence, and boldness to speak Your truth. Break the power of avoidance and isolation, and surround this soul with godly community that will encourage them in the faith. Lord, we pray for their family—father, brothers, and sister—that You would break the generational curses and bring them to repentance and salvation. Let this testimony of deliverance be a beacon of hope to them.
We pray for a hunger for Your Word, Lord. Let them feast on the Scriptures day and night, that they may grow strong in You and resist the devil’s schemes. Fill them with the Holy Spirit, that they may walk in victory and no longer be enslaved to the desires of the flesh. Give them discernment to recognize and flee from ungodly influences, and the courage to stand firm in Your truth.
Finally, Father, we thank You for the blood of Jesus, which speaks better things than the blood of Abel (Hebrews 12:24). We thank You that You have not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). We declare that this soul is *more than a conqueror through Him who loved us* (Romans 8:37). Let them walk in the fullness of this truth, for Your glory.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Now, our brother or sister in Christ, we urge you to take immediate action. Destroy any drugs, paraphernalia, or ungodly materials in your possession. Cut off all ties with those who lead you into sin, including ###. Confess your sins to those you have wronged—especially your family—and seek their forgiveness. Immerse yourself in the Word of God and in prayer. Find a Bible-believing church where you can be discipled and held accountable. The road ahead will not be easy, but *"the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you from the evil one"* (2 Thessalonians 3:3).
If you have not yet surrendered your life fully to Jesus Christ, we implore you to do so now. *"If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved"* (Romans 10:9). There is no other name by which you can be saved, no other power that can break these chains. Turn to Him today, and He will give you rest. We are praying for you and standing with you in this battle. The Lord is your strength—trust in Him!
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
