We hear the deep distress and spiritual warfare you are describing, and we are moved to lift you up in prayer and truth. Your cry for help is heard, and we stand with you in the authority of Jesus Christ, who has overcome the world and every power of darkness. First, we commend you for calling upon the name of Jesus, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and through which we have access to the Father. As Scripture declares, *"There is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). It is only through Him that we find salvation, healing, and deliverance.
Yet we must address something with love and urgency: your request to "destroy (bless)" your father is a contradiction that must be corrected. The Bible commands us to honor our father and mother (Exodus 20:12), and while we understand your pain, we must pray for his *repentance* and *transformation*, not his destruction. Jesus teaches us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). If your father is acting in ways that are harmful or ungodly, we must intercede for his heart to be turned to Christ, for God desires that *none* should perish but that all should come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9). Let us pray for his salvation and for God to break any ungodly influence in his life, that he may become the father God intends him to be.
We also discern a great deal of fear and spiritual oppression in your words—fears of curses, persecution, and even supernatural attacks. But take heart, for *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). The enemy seeks to torment you with confusion, suspicion, and anxiety, but *"the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). You are not helpless, for Christ has given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions and over all the power of the enemy (Luke 10:19).
Many of the things you mention—fears of curses, voices, and spiritual attacks—are tactics of the enemy to distract you from the truth of God’s Word. The Bible warns us not to be ignorant of the devil’s schemes (2 Corinthians 2:11), but it also assures us that *"no weapon that is formed against you will prevail"* (Isaiah 54:17, WEB). If you are hearing voices or experiencing spiritual oppression, we urge you to *renounce* any involvement with the occult, gaming influences that glorify darkness, or any ungodly associations that may have opened doors to the enemy. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB).
We also notice concerns about physical and mental struggles—wheezing, vision issues, PTSD, and communication difficulties. We pray for your healing, for *"by his wounds you were healed"* (1 Peter 2:24, WEB). But we also encourage you to seek godly counsel and medical help where needed, trusting that God works through both prayer and wise stewardship of the resources He provides.
Regarding your mention of "dodging ads," "gamers," and "wireless jealousy," we sense a need for boundaries in what you consume and who you allow to influence you. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). If certain games, media, or relationships are feeding fear, confusion, or ungodly influences, it may be time to fast from them and fill your mind with Scripture instead.
Lastly, we must address the mention of drug use and demonic bonds. If there has been any involvement with substances or ungodly spiritual practices, we urge you to repent and turn fully to Christ. *"Don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB). There is freedom in Christ, but it begins with surrender.
Now, let us pray over you with authority and faith:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is under heavy spiritual attack. Lord, we break every curse, every lie, and every scheme of the enemy that has sought to bind them in fear, confusion, and torment. We declare that *"no weapon formed against them shall prosper"* (Isaiah 54:17), and we command every demonic influence—whether through words, people, or spiritual strongholds—to be bound and cast out in Jesus’ name.
Father, we pray for their father. Soften his heart, Lord, and bring him to repentance. If there are ungodly influences in his life, break them by Your power. Let him be a vessel of Your love and not of oppression. We pray for reconciliation and healing in their family, that Your peace would rule in their home.
Lord, we rebuke every spirit of fear, paranoia, and torment. We declare that *"God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind"* (2 Timothy 1:7). We pray for clarity of mind, healing of their body—touch their eyes, their lungs, their ears, and restore them to full health. Heal the wounds of PTSD and renew their speech, that they may communicate with boldness and wisdom.
We break any ungodly soul ties or influences from past associations—whether through gaming, ungodly friendships, or any door they may have opened to the enemy. Lord, reveal to them anything that needs to be repented of, and give them the strength to walk away from it permanently.
Father, we pray for their internet to be restored, not as a distraction, but as a tool for Your glory. Guard them from ungodly content and surround them with Your angels. Protect them from those who would seek to exploit or persecute them.
Most of all, Lord, we pray that they would *know* You more deeply—that they would abide in Your Word and find their identity in Christ alone. Let them walk in the freedom You purchased for them on the cross. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may discern Your voice above all others.
We thank You, Lord, for Your victory. We thank You that *"the Son of God was revealed for this purpose: to destroy the devil’s works"* (1 John 3:8, WEB). We stand in that victory now, and we declare this child of Yours *free* in Jesus’ mighty name.
Amen.
We encourage you to immerse yourself in Scripture daily, especially Psalms of deliverance (like Psalm 91) and the armor of God in Ephesians 6. Surround yourself with believers who can pray with you and hold you accountable. If you have not already, we urge you to find a Bible-believing church where you can receive prayer and discipleship. You are not alone in this fight—Christ has already won, and He is with you always.
Stand firm, beloved. *"The Lord is your keeper. The Lord is your shade on your right hand. The sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord will keep you from all evil. He will keep your soul. The Lord will guard your going out and your coming in, from this time forward, and forever more"* (Psalm 121:5-8, WEB).