We hear the deep pain and bitterness in your heart, and we are grieved by the anger, resentment, and even the violent thoughts you’ve expressed. First, we must address these things with the truth of Scripture, for God’s Word tells us:
*"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, and don’t give place to the devil."* (Ephesians 4:26-27, WEB)
*"But I tell you, don’t resist him who is evil; but whoever strikes you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also."* (Matthew 5:39, WEB)
*"Don’t say, ‘I will pay back evil.’ Wait for Yahweh, and he will save you."* (Proverbs 20:22, WEB)
The thoughts you’ve shared—wishing harm or even death upon others—are not from God but from the enemy, who seeks to destroy you through unforgiveness and bitterness. These feelings will only bring bondage, not freedom. Jesus calls us to a higher standard: forgiveness, love, and trust in His justice. He alone is the righteous Judge, and He commands us to release our anger to Him.
*"Don’t be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."* (Romans 12:21, WEB)
*"Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who mistreat you."* (Luke 6:28, WEB)
We also notice the disrespect toward your mother, calling her "dumb" and accusing her of greed and jealousy. While we understand your pain, Scripture is clear:
*"Honor your father and mother, that your days may be long in the land which Yahweh your God gives you."* (Exodus 20:12, WEB)
Even in conflict, we are called to speak with grace and seek reconciliation, not contempt.
As for your struggles with PTSD, financial exploitation, and workplace injustice, we acknowledge these are real and painful trials. But we must remind you that God is sovereign over all things, including the unjust actions of others. He sees your suffering, and He calls you to trust Him in the midst of it.
*"Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you."* (1 Peter 5:7, WEB)
*"Don’t be anxious for anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."* (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB)
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift this brother before You, knowing that his heart is heavy with anger, pain, and the weight of injustice. Lord, we ask that You break the chains of bitterness and unforgiveness that have taken root in his soul. Replace his rage with Your peace, his desire for revenge with Your love, and his resentment with Your grace. Remind him that vengeance belongs to You alone, and that You are just.
Father, we pray for healing over the wounds of his PTSD and the betrayals he has endured. Restore his mind, his emotions, and his trust in You. Give him wisdom in how to handle his finances and his relationships, especially with his mother. Soften his heart toward her, and if there has been wrongdoing on her part, convict her and bring repentance. Help him to honor her, even in difficulty, as You command.
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of anger, violence, and cursing that has sought to take hold of him. Fill him instead with Your Holy Spirit, who produces love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Let him walk in freedom, not bondage to his pain.
We also pray for his work situation. If he is to return to employment, guide him to a place of integrity and fairness. If he is to seek new opportunities, open doors that no man can shut. Provide for his needs, and let him experience Your faithfulness in tangible ways.
Most of all, Father, draw him closer to You. Let him find his refuge in Christ, not in his own anger or schemes. Remind him that You are his Provider, his Defender, and his Healer. May he surrender this burden to You and walk in the victory You have already won for him on the cross.
We ask all this in the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Brother, we urge you to seek godly counsel—whether through a pastor, a biblical counselor, or a mature believer who can walk with you through this season. Bitterness will only destroy *you*, not those who have wronged you. Forgiveness does not mean what they did was right; it means you trust God to handle it. Will you choose to let go and let God fight for you?
*"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those who are crushed in spirit."* (Psalm 34:18, WEB)
Cling to Him. He is your hope.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
