Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa
Humble Servant
Jesus Christ, please help me remember and explain. Jesus Christ, please bless ###. Jesus Christ, please save me from schizophrenia, that sounds like someone is calling affectionately for "###" which is H.P. Lovecraft's cat named "###". Jesus, please save me from the YouTube series called "the whitest kids you know". I had tolerated a club nickname called "###" because in middle school, I read a book by ### called "###". ### is about anthropomorphised cats. I believe I'm being persecuted by ### bad luck in sixth grade for stealing a deck of yu gi oh cards, similarly, because a person didn't pay me ### dollars previously, and after summer school was done, I wouldn't see them. So, during the ###-### grade schooling, I was cursed by a pagan belief of Peles' Curses of not taking things from ###. I believe that I've been persecuted since middle school for reading over another person's speech in class. They would read slowly, so I had to interject and read out loud over the words they would stutter over. The book wouldn't have been finished in class if they were allowed to keep reading at their rate. I believe that I was cursed by multiple slow readers and high school dropouts. Jesus Christ, after high school, I started to frequent the LAN center called ### due to League of Legends tournaments and free Riot points after winning. The person I had met had been bragging to me about their ### and how they're a ### in real life. ### is the highest rank in League of Legends, and it's also the name of a vehicle called a ###. We were snorting cocaine, which may be called ###, with some military people after finishing games of League of Legends. In my own private time at home with stimulants and drugs, I had been masturbating while affected by drugs and watching pornography. I was wearing headphones sometimes, and had heard schizophrenia or a mental recording of some sort of brainwash binaural beats about "###", and of course, I had been watching other types of porn. There was porn where the white women would scream the word "###" to the black guy. I had watched different porn from ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, and ###. Outside of porn and masturbation, I had been working a regular 8-to-5, and also playing League of Legends as a hobby after work. I had watched recordings of highranked and professional players and had learned how to win the early game by watching a player called ### play. Jesus Christ, because of the collection of personal happenings, and also the Covid epidemic & missile alerts, & announcement of the Russian invasion of Ukraine, I had put my Discord temporary nickname as "H.P. Lovecraft's Cat" which is ###. I believe the ### ancestry and ghosts were mad. Jesus, please save me from behavior that is less than the opposite of a bragger. Jesus, please save me from persecution for not praying after the Missile Alarms had sounded. I had decided to play League of Legends in the past, I believe that the annoying and ignorable fire alarm tick chime beep noise had been disturbing thoughts and sleep, and had happened as revenge for not responding to the Missile Alarm with prayer. Jesus, please heal me of posttraumatic stress disorder, schizophrenia, obesity, and drug withdrawal symptoms, cravings, and dependency. Thank you, Jesus, for healing, peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
