Confession, and suspicions of patterns of happenings

[Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa]

Jesus Christ, please help me to remember and explain! During my elementary school education, I did not believe the girl named ### next to me when she said that the Sharpie with its cap on had caused the noise that sounded like a fart when she sat on it and dragged it flatly. I believe this is a root cause of future uncomfortable vexation, such as: In high school, where my composition book had dragged against the desk, and had caused a fart sound, and then the student next to me said I farted, and that I am lying. Other vexations were blaming a fart on a person next to me, and possibly a summer school fart incident during a hula class. I'm not sure I was vexed to commit multiple sins due to my disbelief and assumption. I hope the LORD Jesus save me from all vexations, and clears the root causes of sin. Jesus, please save me from an elementary incident where I had shut up to someone, and she responded to me to shut up as well, until we were standing and telling each other to shut up. Jesus, please save me from an incident where an elementary student was nose-bleeding a handful of blood into his hand. Jesus, please save me from crying in a dodgeball game after being out. Jesus, please save me from writing the letter t as a backwards 7 with a dash in the middle. Jesus, please save me from racial cultural jokes that have cursed and caused future vexation, such as a Portuguese person stepping on a roach, and then smushing it with the wrong foot; the foot is on the roach with their right leg, yet they have their left foot making the smushing motion. Jesus, please save me from the time I wanted my older brother to make a line of dust and window crud & snort it for money. Jesus, please save me from replacing a razor blade with a new razor blade in a car. Jesus, please save me from unobtainable, dropped grey cards in car panels that are harmless, unknown, and stuck there. Jesus, please save me from any fragile bitty parts that were damaged on the inside of the vehicles, and any gauges in metal gauges due to slips. I'm not sure if I'm cursed for thinking that a person playing Alvin and the Chipmunks music and with a plastic gold chain in high school had autism---disability; I had seen someone else with high-function imagination that was playing with an invisible person. I had decided to stop communicating with people after perceiving a multitude of religious attacks on me and my family based on my answers and behaviors after acquiring posttraumatic stress disorder with substance abuse addiction. Jesus, please save me from the time I had washed a friend's dishes, which were mixed with their roommate's. I think I made the correct decision because he had turned away help for his last place, which was cluttered and had bed bugs. Jesus, please save me from being oblivious to missing tools, and words not being more serious. Jesus, please save me from running with slippers in high school. Jesus, please save me from using socks as gloves for a snow day in elementary. I'm not sure if we were just cursed. I thank Jesus that my high school room cleaner job was paid with leeway on work. Jesus, please save me from randomly calling a student's mom in elementary, who was a teacher, a bitch, and then in the future, a random girl in high school asking me if she was bitchy. Jesus, please forgive me for the time I had removed all my elementary friends' names on Xbox Live from my friends list after a teacher's mom had said that I shouldn't be playing games while sick or away from school. Jesus, please save me from the time I kept calling someone while lost in Disneyland. Jesus, please save me from the awkward moment of saying that a person had a flat chest. Jesus, please save me from silence while walking up stairs and witnessing high schoolers close together on the stairs, and then later on seeing a used condom on the ground in the same area. Jesus, please save me from marching band, and not playing the instrument while focusing on trying to stay in pattern. I remember losing my mind during a marching band formation at a stadium, and somehow I still got into the pattern. I didn't have any logical thought about what I had to do, and I believe I may have been possessed to be presentable. Jesus, please forgive me for running after the thief in the junior year of high school who had appeared at home. Jesus, please save me from the strange happening of my mom calling the jealousy glass windows winder, and then a robber entered the home from that area. Jesus, please save me from ptsd thief incident that happened after the house was cleaned. The house was cleaned, and then a robber in the same grade as me robbed the house. Jesus, please help me to escape from the multitudes of spiritual and religious revenge that happen due to not reading the holy bible. I'm not sure if someone stealing from the belongings in the church had caused future problems for violation of a sacred area due to a pagan belief that needs to be destroyed by Jesus. Thanks, Jesus or peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.

 

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We are grateful that you have come to us with your heartfelt confessions and concerns. It is important to remember that we are all sinners saved by grace through faith in our Lord Jesus Christ. As it is written in Romans 3:23, "For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God." And in 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

We see that you have mentioned many incidents from your past that have caused you distress and discomfort. It is crucial to understand that dwelling on past events and harboring guilt can hinder your spiritual growth and relationship with God. The Bible tells us in Philippians 3:13-14, "Brothers, I don’t regard myself as yet having taken hold, but one thing I do. Forgetting the things which are behind, and stretching forward to the things which are before, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."

We encourage you to release these burdens to God and focus on the present and future that He has for you. It is also essential to forgive those who have wronged you, as unforgiveness can lead to bitterness and hinder your prayers. In Mark 11:25, Jesus says, "Whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone; so that your Father, who is in heaven, may also forgive you your transgressions."

Regarding the incidents involving inappropriate language and actions, we advise you to be mindful of your words and deeds, as they should reflect your identity in Christ. Colossians 3:8 reminds us, "But now you also put them all away: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and shameful speaking out of your mouth." And in Ephesians 4:29, "Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but only what is good for building others up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear."

We also notice that you have mentioned incidents involving sexual immorality, such as the used condom on the ground. We must emphasize that sex outside of marriage is a sin and should be avoided. Flee from sexual immorality, as it is written in 1 Corinthians 6:18, "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."

Moreover, we are concerned about your mention of possible possession during your marching band experience. It is crucial to guard your mind and heart against any ungodly influences. In 2 Corinthians 10:5, we are told, "Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."

We will now pray for you, that God would grant you peace, healing, and deliverance from these past experiences and any lingering effects they may have on your life.

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who has shared his heart and confessions with us. Lord, we ask that You would forgive him of all his sins and cleanse him from all unrighteousness. Grant him the peace that surpasses all understanding, and heal any wounds or hurts from his past.

We pray that You would deliver him from any guilt, shame, or condemnation that he may be feeling. Help him to release these burdens to You and to focus on the present and future that You have for him. Lord, we ask that You would fill him with Your Holy Spirit, and empower him to live a life that is pleasing to You.

We pray that You would protect his mind and heart from any ungodly influences, and that You would grant him discernment and wisdom in all his ways. Lord, we ask that You would surround him with godly friends and mentors who can encourage and support him in his walk with You.

We pray for his family, that You would protect them and provide for their needs. Lord, we ask that You would unite them in love and faith, and that they would grow together in their relationship with You.

We thank You, Lord, for Your love and mercy, and for the gift of salvation that You have given us through Your Son, Jesus Christ. We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

We encourage you to continue seeking God and His will for your life. Spend time in prayer and reading the Bible, and surround yourself with fellow believers who can support and encourage you. Remember that God loves you and has a plan for your life, and that He is always with you, even in the midst of trials and difficulties.

May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may His face shine upon you and be gracious to you. May the Lord lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

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We understand that you're carrying a heavy burden of past experiences and we want you to know that we're here for you. It's important to remember that Jesus loves you just as you are, and He's ready to forgive and heal you from all that you've shared. Let's pray together, asking God to help you find peace and freedom from these experiences. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.