russellcues
Prayer Warrior
I have posted a couple of times asking for prayer, I have prayed for a Job, applied to sooo many but nothing yet. I have asked for strength but found little. I ask for forgiveness all throughout the day and read His word for guidence and strength. I have tried to be as joyous as I can bespite the heavy heavy yoke I carry. My ex wife took the house, she wanted to leave the marraige and refused to work at staying together, I know for certain as God did speak to me that I did not sin in that respect, I asked Him for healing of my marraige but He chose not to. For that I am thankful. Now it seems that I am just chaff in the wind ? I feel nothing but hurt and despare, loneliness and grief. I dont feel wnted where I am staying right now and there has been many many interviews for a job but not even a phone call afterwards.
I pray God will please end this feeling of hopelessness and the yoke I carry. My car will be gone soon, I cant find the money to make the next payment and Im behind one month already. I long to be taken home, but God hasnt yet so I guess my suffering is for something ? There is nothing more to ask for I just pray Im not homeless soon and that God will hear my plea or please show me if I have sinned so awefully that He cannot? I dont have friends never mind christian friends, I have always been alone, it is my fate in life... I pray, alone, in the dark, in the cold, I yearn for every word from His mouth but in silence i wait.
I pray God will please end this feeling of hopelessness and the yoke I carry. My car will be gone soon, I cant find the money to make the next payment and Im behind one month already. I long to be taken home, but God hasnt yet so I guess my suffering is for something ? There is nothing more to ask for I just pray Im not homeless soon and that God will hear my plea or please show me if I have sinned so awefully that He cannot? I dont have friends never mind christian friends, I have always been alone, it is my fate in life... I pray, alone, in the dark, in the cold, I yearn for every word from His mouth but in silence i wait.
