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God placed it in my spirit, back in March, to do daily communion over my spouse and my marriage. I had only been doing this for about a week, when Kevin called and came home. I stopped when Kevin came home, and for the past couple of weeks, God has been speaking to me again about doing the communion as I had been. My prayer vigils and with the ministry, etc., my life is pretty hectic, so I just had never started up again. Saturday morning, in the wee hours of the morning, Gregory Dickow came on and I woke up to hearing him speaking. He confirmed strongly what God had been telling me to do. He spoke of marriage specifically in fact, saying that if you have a problem in your marriage and you are praying, you are fasting, you are doing all you know to do, but nothing is happening, then you need to take communion daily for your marriage breakthrough. He went on to say over any situation in your life that seems to be stuck despite prayer, etc. As he says, there is miraculous power in the body and blood of Jesus Christ, and if you break the bread (Christs body) and eat it and drink the wine (Christs blood) over your situation, it brings miracles into your situation right away. He said you partake in communion over your situation declaring a miracle this day. By the miracle power of His body and His blood, your spouse is redeemed and your marriage is healed.
It was then that God reminded me that He had led me out to do this, and it doing it in March, my husband came home quickly. Well, I started that very moment, jumped up and did communion, and did it again last night. For four weeks now, Kevin has been only seeing me for about one and half hour a week for a romantic rendevous, and I have been totally in the dark about what is going on in the rest of his life. If he is truly having no communication with the ow. In four weeks, he has not come near our home, and I have not been feeling welcome at the river house, which has made me suspicious. I in fact had not seen Kevin for over a week now. He calls several times a day, but that has been it. satan has been beating up with this stuff, the ow, what is really going on, etc. 7 am this morning, Kevin showed up here at our home and climbed into bed with me, out of the blue, no phone calls to say he was coming, nothing. Among other things, we talked for a long time, eye to eye, and he told me that I am not to worry about anything, that he loves me and me only, and that he misses me so much, and that he is actually been doing this to himself, staying away, because missing me like he is is healing his anger and wounds, and it is just making him want to come home that much more. That he is coming home, and I am not to ever forget that or that I am the only one he loves, that this is something he is putting himself through to make me the more important in his life, denying himself so to speak. That Christy Schuld is totally gone, has been since the day he left, and he is devoted to me and this marriage and making sure that we heal completely and find the love we once had. He cannot keep me off his mind, and so then when he does let himself see me, he is just overwhelmed with the "in love" with me again, and that is all coming back to him with how he is doing this with himself. He said he realized that he had many problems to clean out of himself, anger, jealousy, and this denial of himself in being with me has been healing him from it all, because his love for me is becoming bigger then all those things. He said he worries about what I am doing here alone, but he fights it off, because it is just helping him heal, the learning to trust me as well. He said I am welcome at the river house anytime. He said that he himself had a miracle happen with the van thing. My husband has not had a income tax return in years due to child support arrearages, and he still owes arrearages and should not have gotten anything this year as well. But he said unbelievably he got a $1500 tax return check that was totally of God, and God told him to pay it on the van, all of it, and he knew that moment that God Himself is breaking all links to Christy Schuld from his life. He showed me the bank receipts where he has dropped the money into her bank account and is not seeing her to give it to her directly. He said he is just spending the time away from me working hard and saving money for us for the winter, because I and this home is his responsibility and he wants to make sure he takes care of things now (he has never taken responsibility for our finances, and he gave me money for the bills today also.) He just kept telling me to remember through all of this that he loves me only and is not far away, thinking of me always, and that we will be okay, that as soon as my daughter gets moved out and his son gets his car so he is not stuck alone in the river house, he is coming home for good and nothing will ever tear us apart again, that he is going into his ministry....our ministry together. He said many things, telling me how beautiful I am to him and have always been. Told me how people are asking him what it is with us, and he has spent a lot of time telling people how we got off track and did bad things to one another, but overall, our love is undying and cannot fail us, that we just love each other too much to let go, that it is the love and God that binds us together. He really poured out his heart to me and answered everything I needed to know that satan has been plaguing me with.
So there you have it, two communions and look what has happened with my situation. He said he is going today to buy a weed eater and coming back mid week to do the yard, (again, he has been staying away from our home for actually about 6 weeks now, as we been meeting out somewhere when we have gotten together). There was just so much this morning that came out that answered every question concerning what is going on with him, with us, and where we are heading in this thing and he has made it clear this morning that we are restored completely and our marriage is fine, that he loves me only, there is no one but me, and that he is being purged of the junk God needs to deal with him on, and he is getting ready to step forward soon and just end this separated state that he has been forcing upon himself as he now explains the why for of.
As for what to use for the communion, all I have used is a bag of oyster crackers for the bread/body and grape juice for the blood. Yes, there is miraculous power in the blood and body of Christ, God has proven that to me twice now, and His word says to partake often, Pastor Dickow pointed that out in his message, and so I will keep on doing so now as God has prompted me to do. Christs body was broken and His blood was shed for our sins, our inquitys, for our pain and sorrows, for our healings, for our restorations, and if we just partake of His body and blood and declare that we have all these things His broken body and shed blood paid for, then we receive the miracle power of those things. When we take in symbolically His body and His blood, we receive all He has for us in giving His sacrifice of such.
It was then that God reminded me that He had led me out to do this, and it doing it in March, my husband came home quickly. Well, I started that very moment, jumped up and did communion, and did it again last night. For four weeks now, Kevin has been only seeing me for about one and half hour a week for a romantic rendevous, and I have been totally in the dark about what is going on in the rest of his life. If he is truly having no communication with the ow. In four weeks, he has not come near our home, and I have not been feeling welcome at the river house, which has made me suspicious. I in fact had not seen Kevin for over a week now. He calls several times a day, but that has been it. satan has been beating up with this stuff, the ow, what is really going on, etc. 7 am this morning, Kevin showed up here at our home and climbed into bed with me, out of the blue, no phone calls to say he was coming, nothing. Among other things, we talked for a long time, eye to eye, and he told me that I am not to worry about anything, that he loves me and me only, and that he misses me so much, and that he is actually been doing this to himself, staying away, because missing me like he is is healing his anger and wounds, and it is just making him want to come home that much more. That he is coming home, and I am not to ever forget that or that I am the only one he loves, that this is something he is putting himself through to make me the more important in his life, denying himself so to speak. That Christy Schuld is totally gone, has been since the day he left, and he is devoted to me and this marriage and making sure that we heal completely and find the love we once had. He cannot keep me off his mind, and so then when he does let himself see me, he is just overwhelmed with the "in love" with me again, and that is all coming back to him with how he is doing this with himself. He said he realized that he had many problems to clean out of himself, anger, jealousy, and this denial of himself in being with me has been healing him from it all, because his love for me is becoming bigger then all those things. He said he worries about what I am doing here alone, but he fights it off, because it is just helping him heal, the learning to trust me as well. He said I am welcome at the river house anytime. He said that he himself had a miracle happen with the van thing. My husband has not had a income tax return in years due to child support arrearages, and he still owes arrearages and should not have gotten anything this year as well. But he said unbelievably he got a $1500 tax return check that was totally of God, and God told him to pay it on the van, all of it, and he knew that moment that God Himself is breaking all links to Christy Schuld from his life. He showed me the bank receipts where he has dropped the money into her bank account and is not seeing her to give it to her directly. He said he is just spending the time away from me working hard and saving money for us for the winter, because I and this home is his responsibility and he wants to make sure he takes care of things now (he has never taken responsibility for our finances, and he gave me money for the bills today also.) He just kept telling me to remember through all of this that he loves me only and is not far away, thinking of me always, and that we will be okay, that as soon as my daughter gets moved out and his son gets his car so he is not stuck alone in the river house, he is coming home for good and nothing will ever tear us apart again, that he is going into his ministry....our ministry together. He said many things, telling me how beautiful I am to him and have always been. Told me how people are asking him what it is with us, and he has spent a lot of time telling people how we got off track and did bad things to one another, but overall, our love is undying and cannot fail us, that we just love each other too much to let go, that it is the love and God that binds us together. He really poured out his heart to me and answered everything I needed to know that satan has been plaguing me with.
So there you have it, two communions and look what has happened with my situation. He said he is going today to buy a weed eater and coming back mid week to do the yard, (again, he has been staying away from our home for actually about 6 weeks now, as we been meeting out somewhere when we have gotten together). There was just so much this morning that came out that answered every question concerning what is going on with him, with us, and where we are heading in this thing and he has made it clear this morning that we are restored completely and our marriage is fine, that he loves me only, there is no one but me, and that he is being purged of the junk God needs to deal with him on, and he is getting ready to step forward soon and just end this separated state that he has been forcing upon himself as he now explains the why for of.
As for what to use for the communion, all I have used is a bag of oyster crackers for the bread/body and grape juice for the blood. Yes, there is miraculous power in the blood and body of Christ, God has proven that to me twice now, and His word says to partake often, Pastor Dickow pointed that out in his message, and so I will keep on doing so now as God has prompted me to do. Christs body was broken and His blood was shed for our sins, our inquitys, for our pain and sorrows, for our healings, for our restorations, and if we just partake of His body and blood and declare that we have all these things His broken body and shed blood paid for, then we receive the miracle power of those things. When we take in symbolically His body and His blood, we receive all He has for us in giving His sacrifice of such.
