Snduirtor
Humble Prayer Warrior
I speak decree create command demand into existence my daughter & Her boyfriend have favor with the Government to not take the house that they don't hate her the way they hate me & GOD ALMIGHTY. She isn't anything like me in the Jesus work she is just beautiful smart sweetheart she's got such great qualities of her man and there pets can adopt a BABY & live. A GREAT HAPPY LIFE. For me I get my New Career move GREATLY into even if needed another country that I don't have to Fight anymore for what's mine and belongs to me. What I want now isn't the same as before my Heart been ripped out of my Chest so many times I don't have heart like I used to I think I'm just a normal human like everyone else I have always Hated so different I don't get a GUY I don't get anyone to be nice to me just Jealousy and Hatred is all I ever had it's insane madness the assignments end. I speak that Like I Said my daughter & her Boyfriend have no issues taking over the house it should STAY in the family My Pops is almost dead everyday it's a freakin miracle he is even ALIVE especially with Satan he is just determined to kill me Pops everything everyone is it's really sad I think. Anyways that my is all is ask. Then for me so I'm not being chased absolutely no Privacy I don't want to become FAMOUS I have never wanted to be famous I Absolutely have the worst ANXIETY attacks FEAR I freak out I have to pray that I'm not scared in TOTAL FEAR to be even a minister in Sunday School I have to do in front of kids I would clam up it was awful. So heads up The Lord is the one wanted me GREATLY A Huge blessing for Nations in Public Definitely not me. So no one needs to be upset I don't want to be TOTAL FEAR just to have my anointing sing u know. It's been a misunderstanding I was trying to do God's work that's all kinds. I'm Definitely at peace with getting my Voice I need to get a Boyfriend my confidence is gone I lost with the guys not ever choosing me or STAYING ever. All I want is my Sexy Voice back not to Sing In PUBLIC I'm in TOTAL FEAR ohhhhh..No no no just to get a sweet Boyfriend that can maybe sing with me or something enjoy my company someone cool. I do want to finish my schooling and get a Part time Job at a Christian store I'm not materialistic I'm not one to have to climb the ladder I'm grateful that my family is well and have 2 pets after all this crap I have been gone thru k. FOR THE WORLD VERY SORRY THAT THERE WAS TO MANY BULLIES SATAN AND HIS SECRET AGENTS OF SATAN THEY R WAY TOO WICKED TO BE ALIVE THEY'RE MEAN AND CRUEL AND I DON'T APPRECIATE THEM AT ALL. Like I said I'm not fighting in the War I had to let go to a point I do want my VOICE back and STAY with me my Favor so I can make a decent living and own my own one day hopefully before I die. I would like a home in Monterey or somewhere in another by the water so I can walk in the sand. If my anointing can just do that that would great and not have my family friends our pets being attacked because I'm a GREAT LIGHT that would be even better that's it that's allllllllllllllllllllll GREATLY with the blood of Jesus God's will Grace is Sufficient Greatly appreciated
