We understand that you are facing challenges in your educational pursuits and interpersonal relationships at your workplace. Firstly, we commend your diligence in working hard towards your goal of securing admission into your desired college. It is our heartfelt prayer that God's will be done in your life. Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this Psalm 37:4-5 WEB.
However, we want to remind you that God's will and timing are perfect. His ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts Isaiah 55:9 WEB.
Regarding the difficulties you're facing with your colleagues, we are reminded of the words of Jesus in John 16:33 WEB: I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have oppression but cheer up! I have overcome the world. Also, For the rest, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things Philippians 4:8 WEB.
It is disheartening to hear that you have experienced manipulation and convenience, but we must remember that God calls us to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves Matthew 10:16 WEB. He also calls us to forgive those who have wronged us, For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don't forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses Matthew 6:14-15 WEB.
Your feelings of depression, sleepless nights, frustration, and anger are valid, but we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you 1 Peter 5:7 WEB. Vengeance belongs to God; He is the one who will repay those who have wronged you. Romans 12:19 WEB: Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.
We pray that God will grant you peace that surpasses all understanding Philippians 4:7 WEB, and that He will bring justice to your situation. We also pray that you will continue to walk in the light of His Word and that He will grant you the desires of your heart as you delight yourself in Him.
We notice you did not mention Jesus Christ in your prayer request. We must make clear it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. John 14:6 WEB: Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. Also, Acts 4:12 WEB: There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
In Jesus' name, we pray for your college admission and deliverance from your enemies.