seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Hello Father I'm at a loss of words...I have that feeling of being held down all over again. It was my distance from you. I realize how my relationship with you is the most important in my life. I've learned my lesson dear lord. Only you know what is in my heart and soul. I feel stronger my lord, I realize that I did not mean to lead him on, but that is exactly what I was doing. Please give me the stregth to at least tell him to move on. Please may he go back up north, I really really really want to focus and work on you my daughters my mom and myself. Please dear lord remove this distraction. Clear the way for a stable peaceful environment in my current home and in my home with my babies.
Are my daughters trying to control and manipulate me as he has hurt me before. God all Mighty please allow me the stregth to be the mother that has the knowledge to teach her kids right from wrong. The stregth and wisdom to discipline them when discipline is needed. Unfog my mind, open my eyes and their hearts. We are all we have and there is much needed change and my behalf as well.
I plee the blood of Jesus over my body Amen!!!
Are my daughters trying to control and manipulate me as he has hurt me before. God all Mighty please allow me the stregth to be the mother that has the knowledge to teach her kids right from wrong. The stregth and wisdom to discipline them when discipline is needed. Unfog my mind, open my eyes and their hearts. We are all we have and there is much needed change and my behalf as well.
I plee the blood of Jesus over my body Amen!!!
