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[hiloveimhaley]

Many of you know me... Or have heard of me... Or talked to me... If you dont know me... My name is Haley. Im 18 years old. I have had a life harder than most people, but i don't hold it against me. The lord was for many years my whole world and then i got into some bad things. I got into guys, drugs, eating disorders, addiction, and many more things that im not proud of. Im not proud of who i am today because the girl i am today is not who i was when i knew the lord.

I still know the lord, but i tend to shut him down when my life is good and i think i can handle everything. Well these past few weeks i lost sight of god for good. Thought i could handle my life and everything in it. Im not proud of my decisions, my friends, my choices... im not proud of the girl that i try to be. No matter how hard i try this girl living in me eats me alive. This happens once a year where i get so far to the bottom of my pride and i sit there and rot away while i watch this girl take over me.

That girl im talking about....... is the devil. he lives inside of me sometimes... I hear him i know hes there and he hurts me. Losing 45 pounds from not eating is one way... getting into drugs is another... disrespecting my family and turning my life completely upside down.

As i find my way out of this devilish hold i find myself in the arms of jesus. my savior my love my life. my world. Hes always there and he's the one fending off the devil.

My chains are gone... ive been set free. my lord my savior has rescued me..thats what i hear when he comes and saves me.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[WithoutOnePlea]

Allow Jesus Christ to be LORD of your life. Fight the good fight of faith, putting behind you that which is in the past and pressing toward the future, one day at a time. He loves you, will never leave you, but allowing Him to be Lord of your life is a daily choice. God's grace to you. He loves you.

 

[Tim]

Dear Lord I thank you for coming into Hayley's life. I ask Lord you continue to work in her life and help her stay strong. In Jesus name amen

 

[puppii]

Lord please hear this child as she cries out to You for help bless her and lead her away from the sinful life.

 

[paul57]

dear haley you have the power to flee the devil,his name is Jesus and you just keep praying to him and he will guide you.When you buy a pencil it comes complete with an eraser and thats because we All make mistakes.Ive spent many years in bondage of addiction and so I really do understand the emotional roller coaster.I pray that you will stay strong in God and try to save yourself. Addiction is a dead end street, a bridge to nowhere.Your a young girl with a bright future and if you let him guide you, the rewards will be great. Dear lord please guide Haley on this road of life and do for her as youve done for me and free her from bondage. In JESUS name I PRAY.

 

[FortheluvofChrist]

Lord bring her close to You and show her how much You love her and need her on Your side. I ask this in Your name Jesus. AMEN

 

[bluebirds38]

dear lord i pray that you hear this plea

 

[Michellll]

Hailey, the lord has forgiven you. I am glad at this young age you know the lord for yourself and he will not allow you to back to where you are coming from. I stand in agreement with you that the devil will not have your mind and the lord has delivered you from everthing that is not of him. Father just cover her o god under your blood. Place an edge of protection over her right now in the mighty name of Jesus. Thank you lord.