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Please pray for Carl's health. He has had no income for an entire year and has been living off of me.The situation is distressing me. We are not married. We had a relationship, he got mad at me and would not speak to me for 5 years, I prayed, others prayed and he started speaking to me again.Right at that time he discovered he had a cancer in his sinuses. and immediately got cobalt treatments.He understandably stopped working the job he had that had no health insurance and he was working 7 days a week 12 hours a day. The doctor told him the cancer was gone not long after. The first time he spoke to me after 5 years I think he was drunk.I thank You Lord he has not drank for quite a while. I cannot live through any more of that and will prob leave him if he drinks again because he is verbally abusive when he drinks. So today I get home from school and he tells me his head is hurting he wants to lay down. This has been what he has been telling me; something about his health, for an entire year.I thought we were going to get married.While we were apart I processed a husband list for the mate I was looking for. I do not know the exact wording, I believe one of the characteristics I was looking for was healthy...like he is healthy enough to go hiking with me and a man that provides. He just asked me for $ about 1 hour ago. I said I was stressed about this. He says you haven't spent any $ on me for a few days. I just bought him a 30$ phone card a few days ago and I only have 20 some minutes on my phone. His friend drove him to my apt. to stay. After quite a while -months-he was reported as staying in my apt. and had to rent something for much more than my apt. plus he has an electric and gas bill.Still no income.He paid the first month with income tax and drank the rest. I paid part of the 2nd month. I really don't want to pay those bills. I have other bills and am in school. So he is asking around for help. He sits around and just watches tv and does nothing to earn any $. He just applied for some medical help. Lord what is it? Is he faking, milking the health issue so he can sit around? I have had massive amounts of emotional pain, stress even abuse in the past 10 years.I await restoration from the Lord in my life. I have been patient with Carl.I need to know the truth about his health. He seems to be well enough for at least part time employment.I consider this and ask because my oldest daughter and my youngest daughter's boyfriend kept telling my youngest daughter to "get a job". I didn't say to much ,I sensed something was not right often. She found out in past year she has a heart that is aged about to my age 52, and she is only 24. The doctors told her she must be careful with this because she could require a new heart. Lord, I need to know the truth about Carl, I want a healthy husband, one that is not expecting me to keep giving him $ because he has income.I do not want to marry a man I have to nurse maid for years. NOT INTERESTED. People divorce because of mates that cannot or do not meet the others romantic needs.If it's real, PLEASE HEAL HIM! he could get SSI, if he is just being lazy I would like to know. Thank You Jesus, Amen
