Can't Take It Anymore!

[Niccio]

I am so depressed and just wish I had enough guts to make an end to my stupid miserable life.

Our pastor said I have God’s favour in my life. Wow what a way to show it.

My employers are people with 8 cars, 11 houses, etc. They are really rich. I have been working for them for 6 years and did not even get an increase on my salary this year. About a week ago I prayed at the prayer meeting that God must please help me out of my financial difficulty. Guess what? The next day my employers told me that they will be closing the doors of the office at the end of November. I pray for God for a financial breakthrough and what happens, I lost my job. Wow that’s just great. I had to go for an interview, for another job. How lucky for me. It is too far from where I am staying, because like a parasite I have to borrow my mother’s car to travel to work. Also I am staying with her, because I cannot afford a place of my own. I hate every moment to stay with her. She is smoking (all the doors and windows closed). She will stand in the lounge and urinate on the carpet. I won’t even tell how the toilet looks like. I don’t have any friends, because I don’t want anybody to come to that stinking filthy house. I am trying to keep it clean. I am also the one who has to mow the lawn, gardening, etc. I don’t even have love in my life. Being divorced since 1999. I just don’t know why men are rejecting me.

I thought I was a child of God, but obviously not. I did give my heart to Jesus, etc. I tried to be a good person and show others the love of Christ, like street evangelism; buying kids I don’t even know school stuff, (with the little money I had) Earlier this year somebody in our church said that the Lord put it in his heart that he must give me a car. The day before he would have given me the car he said to me he can’t do it anymore. Another lady from our church phoned me this morning, very excited, somebody gave her a car. Why, why? I am just about to give up everything. I am definitely God’s stepchild. I can’t take it anymore,

 

[Cliff]

DEAR LORD, please take my hand today! Lead me. In fact LORD, please carry me every day because I am so weak. You are so strong. You have told me to come to You when I am weary and heavy laden and You will give me rest. Here I am Lord...begging the great I AM to cure my life. Increase my Faith. Make me Bold. Give me Strength to trust again. In Your name I pray, Amen

 

[The Encourager]

Let’s Pray…Father God, in the name of Jesus, I ask that You will bless Me! I plead the blood of Jesus over my life. Save, deliver, heal, sanctify, set me free and set me apart for the glory of God. Make me fit for the Master’s Use. God bind the spirit of strife, division, discouragement, poverty, and every other tool of Satan that tries to operate in my life. God prohibit them to operate in my live and in my presence.

God teach me how to walk in the power and authority You have blessed me with. Lead, guide, and direct my footsteps. Let Peace, Love, Joy, Hope, Faith, Excellent Health, Holiness, Wisdom, Knowledge, Understanding, The Favor of God, Protection and Prosperity rest in my home, heart, and life. Make me whole in You Lord Jesus. May I come to know You, Love You, and Obey You. Let my life be shaped by the Word of God. Be Lord Of All in All My Life. And all that I have asked of You God in this prayer please do the same for the writer of this prayer. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen, So Be It !!!

Encourager ###, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

PS: If You Truly, Really, Absolutely Want to Be Blessed…Obey God’s Word! Let Your Lifestyle be Shaped by the Word of God.

 

[Faith in God]

Father God I ask that You would draw this person close to You spiritually, and help this person financially, and every way ### is in need. This I ask in Jesus name. Amen.

 

[boazgirl]

Don't give up I know how you feel, but the day does come that God comes through. I have asked myself a thousand times what am I doning wrong God and often I have done things I am not proud of and then when crisis hits I think he is destroying me. My life in the last few months has gone down down down, and then last month things got better then down down down again. Things happen all the time to bring me to total depression. At times I am frozen in time, I am so messed up I can't go on. However, a long time ago God came into my life and no matter how far a strayed, messed up or just lost focus on him, he is always there. He will always send me someone to help me or encourage me. Just the other day he showed me a sign in front of a church as I sat waiting for a light to change. It said be thankful for the blessing already on the way that you don't know about yet. Silly you say, well I needed that to make it through the rest of the day.....I had lost hope and could not feel God's presence in my life. I really was starting to believe he had turned on me for all my stupid mistakes and said thats it you screwed up too late...I am done with you! However, that sign and wonderful prayer warriors and friends on here made me see not to give up. God gave me strength just this morning to fight back and a sense of its ok....and yes a good sleep for the first time in weeks last night.

God will come through...advice scream, yell get mad pretend he is right there and talk to him. Tell him you are mad and ask why...tell him you can't take anymore. A friend told me that once to talk to him as if he is right there...which he is. It is like your imaginary friend as a child, but this time he is there and listening....try it! Don't let the enemy get to you....DO NOT GIVE UP...these times are hard and everyone is about self gratification...it is hard for anyone including many of God's people to remember to love or care or reach out to others.

Dear God help this person to rekindle her faith and trust you. I more than anyone, know how hard that is when each step forward is 10 steps back and you are praying 24/7 and things get worse worse worse and you are helpless...all you have left is you God..! I know you are not letting us down, you are just saying wait I have a plan go with it...God please show this woman just a small blessing if that is all for now, but something she knows is you...help her not to give up...you are on it! Just sharing this with you...is giving me strength...believe what you think he denied you is coming and in time you will look back and realize things are much better ...when the reward comes.

I prayed for years to get out of a terrible job situation, but saw no way out and I had to have the money...I went on sick leave when I could not take it any more Doctor's orders...just when I was about to be ousted from that and I had given up the job of my dreams came out of the blue ...well at least a job of 95 percent less stress! I was there for 10 years or horrific anxiety, stress, and hours of tears and prayer..now my job is the last thing on my list! DO NOT GIVE UP fight and back and believe. Read Praying with Power's post that was shared by ### Headley today or yesterday on here.

 

Believing all. Amen.