Anechynx
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear God,
Please hear my cry and touch me and fill me with your peaceful love.
I can't sleep due to my anger towards my husband.
I am shaking with fury. How can he treat me this way? What do I do to deserve this? I have been trying and trying to do better especially with our son ### has born.
He is only 4 months old and he sees us argue on a daily basis due to his personal hysterical burst from work.
God, I try to understand I try to hold it in I try to be nicer I try to kill myself inside thinking what Jesus has done for us hoping that he will understand and become better.
I try to kill him with kindness oh I try I try.
I am slowly dying inside with suffocation, every time I see him I am so angry and want to get rid of him but I can't.
I am so sleep deprived but I can't sleep due to fury I have towards him.
God, please bring peace within me. Please bring peace within me.
God please help me please help me.
I have no one to talk to. He has wronged us so many times.
He has physically abused me, He has mentally gas lighting me blaming me for the sickness of our son, he has abandoned us so many times during my pregnancy and now
I know God you said that you will only give hardship that we can stand but I am mentally breaking down Lord.
Please allow me to breathe, allow me to be able to stand.
Please help me lord.
Please hear my cry and touch me and fill me with your peaceful love.
I can't sleep due to my anger towards my husband.
I am shaking with fury. How can he treat me this way? What do I do to deserve this? I have been trying and trying to do better especially with our son ### has born.
He is only 4 months old and he sees us argue on a daily basis due to his personal hysterical burst from work.
God, I try to understand I try to hold it in I try to be nicer I try to kill myself inside thinking what Jesus has done for us hoping that he will understand and become better.
I try to kill him with kindness oh I try I try.
I am slowly dying inside with suffocation, every time I see him I am so angry and want to get rid of him but I can't.
I am so sleep deprived but I can't sleep due to fury I have towards him.
God, please bring peace within me. Please bring peace within me.
God please help me please help me.
I have no one to talk to. He has wronged us so many times.
He has physically abused me, He has mentally gas lighting me blaming me for the sickness of our son, he has abandoned us so many times during my pregnancy and now
I know God you said that you will only give hardship that we can stand but I am mentally breaking down Lord.
Please allow me to breathe, allow me to be able to stand.
Please help me lord.
