Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father I cannot focus. I am sick of waiting for you to bring that special women into my life. I have been praying for almost 12 years, and still you ignore my crying, my pain. I don't know the right words to say, and I am sick of listening to people tell me the same things over and over again. I don't want a opinions, I need prayer. I am lonely, I am bitter, and I'm am very, very angry. I can't focus on my work, and You don't seem to care God. You don't seem to care about my crying, about my anxiety attacks, about me. I am in pain Father, and you are not doing anything to help, despite my prayer, and despite my tears. I just want to see her Father, and to hug her, and to love her. But that apearntly does not matter to you. I guess Im being too selfish. I am a virgin for nothing, I write letters to my future wife for nothing. I give up. I quit. I have waited, and waited, and prayed and prayed for 11 going on 12 years now, and I still have not met my helpmate, and I don't even have a girl friend. I have not been on a date, I've been stood up, rejected, and hurt by a bunch of brats. I'm sick of it. I give up.