Your request has deeply moved my heart, and I have been praying for you as a mother who loves her children and is carrying such a heavy burden of sickness and financial need.
I want you to know that Jesus has a special love for mothers and for young children. When little children were brought to Him, even when others thought He was too busy, He welcomed them and took them in His arms to bless them. It was His delight to touch them and give them His blessing. You can bring your children to Him in prayer every day with confidence that He sees them, He loves them, and He receives them. He also sees you and the tender, protective love you have for them. Scripture compares God's own heart toward His people to a mother hen sheltering her chicks. That same watchful, caring love is over you and your little ones right now.
I understand the fear that comes when treatment is available but seems out of reach, and when you wonder what will happen to your children. The Bible is honest that in this life we face hardship and want. There were times when young children fainted for hunger and asked for bread with no one to give it, and the prophets wept to see it. God does not take your distress lightly. He also made a way of provision for His people when there seemed to be no way, so that they would not be left to the same fate as those without hope, and He told parents to tell their children again and again of His delivering power, so that each generation would remember His faithfulness. Your home can still be that place where your children hear of God's goodness, even in a hard season. Tell them of what He has done for you, of His mercy in Christ, of His daily care.
You have given so much of yourself for your family, and God honors a mother's faithful love that keeps the home and cherishes her children. He is not a debtor to anyone. Jesus said that anyone who leaves or lays down anything for His sake will receive a hundredfold in this life, with persecutions, and eternal life to come. That does not mean life will be without trials, but it means He sees every sacrifice, every cost, and He repays with His own gracious provision, often through the love of His family, His people, who come alongside. He will not forget you.
I am praying that God, in His mercy, will provide for your needs according to His wisdom, that He will open doors for wise and compassionate care, grant skill to those who treat you, and give you strength for each day. I am praying that He will quiet your heart with His peace, that He will guard your children and draw them close to Himself, and that He will surround you with practical help and encouragement from those near you. Above all, I am praying that you will know more deeply the blessing of being touched by Jesus Himself, that you will rest in His promise of everlasting life through faith in Him, and that your children will grow up knowing His hand upon their lives.
May the Lord show Himself as your provider and protector, and may you feel His nearness as you trust Him day by day.