twix856
Servant of All
Can someone pray for me please? I have a lot on my mind. Been worrying a lot about the survival of my family. For the past year we have been scraping to get by. No one in the house is working and haven't managed to get a job although we all have been trying. We have no money, can't pay rent this month so we will be out of a home. I've been praying for help but none has come. I'm tired....really tired. I wonder if god truly loves me??? I know its said that god doesn't put on you more than you can handle. I don't believe that because I can't handle this struggling and suffering anymore. I can;t sleep at night because I'm so afraid. I don't know what it feels like to just be. I can't handle knowing that god is not listening to me or doesn't care about me. I see so many good things happening to people and wonder why not me. I don't ask for anything big just a way to survive and take care of my family. I've prayed for so many things and have received...NOTHING!!! I'm a good person. I'm always helping and giving others, even when I can't afford to. When will I receive help?