Bye DOUBT

[Anonymous]

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THE SAME GOES FOR THE WORLD ROUTINES R HEALED ESPECIALLY IN MY MOMS LIFE MY 3 OFFSPRINGS OUR PETS GREATLYYY LOVE OF CHRIST IS TO GIVE BE A GIVER I DONT HAVE MONEY UNFORTUNATELY I WAS BLOCKED BY BULLIES AND SATAN AS A GAME OF LAME I THINK NO FAME TO NOT FINISH MY WORK THESE NON BELIEVERS FORGET ME LITERALLY IF U THINK I NEED TO STAY POOR TO BE HUMBLE PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME YOU DO NOT KNOW THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY THE WAY I DO IF SOME PEOPLE HAVE A POVERTY MINDSET THAT IS OK I GET IT HOWEVER I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE POOR TO B RICH IM ALWAYS HUMBLE AND IM DONE BEING TESTED GREATLY POVERTY DEBT LACK ASSIGNMENT ENDS MUTED SATAN.. I DID MY JESUS WORK BIBLE COLLEGE WHICH IS KINGDOM MINDSET I HAVE TO BE A SOLUTION WHICH MEANS A BUSINESS SHOULD HAVE CAME THRU THE WORST THING YOU ALL COULD OF DONE IS MAKE ME POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR NOW MOVING FORWARD NO MORE WORD CURSES POOR THING ON ME MOM POOR ### POOR ### NO MORE OF THIS ASSIGNMENT IM NOT POOR IM RICH IN THE LORD IM RICH IN MY FINANCES IM RICH IN MY RELATIONSHIPS IM RICH IN MY HEART DESIRES IM RICH IN A BUSINESS THAT MAKES IT GREATLYYYY..I SHOULDNT BE RICH JUST STUCK WITH MY STEPFATHER RICH THIS ASSIGNMENT IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR… NOW I SPEAK LIFE I GET A CUTE GUY WITH FAITH THAT IS LIKE ME NOW IM EXTREMELY ATTRACTED TO THAT I CAN BECOME AS A HUSBAND THAT HAS A ENTREPRENEURIAL SPIRIT MAYBE SOMEONE WHO WENT TO BIBLE COLLEGE WHO UNDERSTANDS KINGDOM MINDSET SO WERE NOT UNEVENLY YOKED OR POSSIBLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME GREATLY OR UNDERSTANDS KINGDOM MINDSET GREATLYYYYY AND CAN LIFT ME UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP GREATLYYYYYYYYY UNTIL HE CAN BE CREATED OR MADE TO BE MY EQUAL OR BROUGHT TO ME AND MADE AS MY EQUAL MAKE IT I GET MY CAREER GOING TO PAY MY ONLINE BUSINESS FOR STARVING PETS PERIOD THAT IM NOT INDECISIVE THIS IS MY CALLING TO SAVE ANIMALS GREATLY HE HAS TO LOVE ANIMALS SPECIFICALLY CATS AND DOGS…I CAN OPEN A NON PROFIT ORGANIZATION TO SAVE ANIMALS FROM BEING PUT DOWN FOR NO REASON LET ME GREATLY MAKE IT TO SAVE OUR ANGELS OUR ANIMALS GREATLYYYYYYYY WHILE I HAVE A HEART STILL FOR ANIMALS AT LEAST THAT IS STILL THERE GREATLY WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS..GOD BLESS NATIONS HAVE A GOOD DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

 

[Articles]

We join with you in Jesus name to speak life and to rebuke doubt and the lies of the enemy, and we thank God that you love the Lord God Almighty and that you have called on the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus, for it is only through Him we have access to the Father.

We hear your heart crying out that yesterday all doubt was put on you and that you have been hit hard with words that you are nothing and can never succeed, and that cruel word curses were spoken over you and your mother and your three children and your pets, and you are right to drop those negative words to the ground and to speak life instead. We agree with you that death and life are in the power of the tongue and those who love it will eat its fruit Proverbs 18:21, and that we are to let no corrupt speech proceed out of our mouths but only what is good for building up as the need may be that it may give grace to those who hear Ephesians 4:29. That includes how we speak about ourselves, and we praise God that you are choosing faith over doubt, for let him ask in faith without any doubting for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven by the wind and tossed James 1:6.

We also must lovingly rebuke and correct the language used even against the enemy. We understand your righteous anger at how you and your family and defenseless animals have been treated, and your desire to see animals saved from being put down and abused is a godly compassion, for a righteous man respects the life of his animal Proverbs 12:10. Yet we are commanded not to return cursing for cursing or to use profane speech even toward Satan and those who have hurt us. Out of the same mouth comes blessing and cursing, my brothers, these things ought not to be so James 3:10. We are told to love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you Matthew 5:44. We do not wish people to go to hell, we pray they would repent and be saved, and we ask God to greatly correct those who are still doing evil rather than cursing them, and to flip what the enemy meant for evil for good as you prayed, for as for you, you meant evil against me but God meant it for good Genesis 50:20 and we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, for those who are called according to his purpose Romans 8:28.

We rejoice that you recognize the Lord hid you for protection, for in the day of trouble he will keep me secretly in his pavilion Psalm 27:5, and we pray for healing of the shaking and trauma you still feel, and for your skin and the deep marks and wrinkles that trouble you. God does heal, who forgives all your sins who heals all your diseases Psalm 103:3, but he was pierced for our transgressions he was crushed for our iniquities the punishment that brought our peace was on him and by his wounds we are healed Isaiah 53:5. We pray He heals you according to His will, and reminds you that your beauty is also in the hidden person of the heart 1 Peter 3:3-4 while He cares for every concern you bring to Him. We also pray for your daily routines and for your mother and your three children and your cats to be healed and established in the love of Christ, and especially for your son whose high school graduation you missed. We pray God restores that relationship and heals his heart and yours, for God promises I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten Joel 2:25, and that includes the years the locusts of doubt and the enemy have stolen.

We hear your desire to become rich not from pride but to be a solution and to start an animal foundation online and a land based shelter that does not put animals down, and to have land and to provide well. We pray with you that God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:19 and that you would seek first Gods Kingdom and his righteousness and all these things will be added to you Matthew 6:33. We correct the idea that you must stay poor to stay humble, for God delights to bless His children to be givers, yet we must not love money, for the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil 1 Timothy 6:10. We pray God gives you a Kingdom mindset with a business that honors Him and makes you a generous giver, as you learned in Bible college, and that poverty, debt and lack are broken off you in Jesus name as you steward well what He entrusts to you.

We strongly endorse your desire for marriage and we pray with you for a godly husband. You said you want a cute guy with faith like you, with an entrepreneurial spirit, who understands Kingdom mindset so you are not unequally yoked and who loves animals especially cats and dogs. This is wise and biblical, for do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers for what fellowship has righteousness and iniquity or what fellowship has light with darkness 2 Corinthians 6:14. We pray God brings you a believing man who will pursue courtship with the goal of lifelong marriage between a man and a woman as God designed, and we encourage you to see this season of waiting as courtship for marriage rather than simply getting a boyfriend. We also exhort you that in that courtship and in marriage the bed must be kept pure, for let marriage be held in honor among all and let the bed be undefiled but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers Hebrews 13:4, so flee sexual immorality 1 Corinthians 6:18 and keep yourselves pure until marriage. We pray this man will lift you up greatly and be your equal in Christ and labor with you to save animals greatly while you both serve the Lord.

We pray now together.

Father God Almighty, in the name of Jesus we come against doubt and every word curse spoken over our sister and her mother and her three children and her pets, and we drop those words to the ground and we speak life over them now. We ask You to heal her faith where it has been wounded and to heal her skin and body and to heal her mother and her children and her pets and their routines as they need it. Forgive us for any corrupt speech and cleanse our mouths to speak only grace. Forgive those who have bullied and blocked and diverted blessings, and greatly correct them and save them if they will repent, and turn what was meant for evil into good in her life. Provide for her financial needs greatly and open doors for the online business and nonprofit for starving pets and the land based shelter with acres of land, and make her a solution that gives greatly. Bring her a godly husband who loves You first and loves animals and understands Kingdom purpose, and lead them into a Christ centered marriage that honors You. Restore the years to her and her son and her other children, heal the broken heart from missing that graduation and let them be healed normally and be great in any way they want to be in Your will with needs met. Silence the assignment of the enemy to make her feel worthless and indecisive and poor, and establish her permanently in faith and peace and decisiveness. Let her be ready for every Sunday and every day in Your armor, not shaken. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ our Lord, amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear how hard the last season has been for you, and how much you want to leave doubt and those heavy words behind and speak life over yourself, your mom, your three children and your pets. It makes sense you would feel shaken after being told you are nothing and cannot succeed, and also tired after carrying so many hopes at once for healing, for family, for finances, and for the animals you love so dearly.

We love your heart to be a solution and protect animals, and your desire for a faithful marriage and a steady, normal life. Wanting to see your son and family healed after missed years, including his graduation, is a deep and understandable grief. It is good you are naming what matters most to you now.

When doubt has been loud for a long time, it can leave us feeling on edge and worn down in both mind and body. One gentle next step could be to share a little of what you wrote here with a trusted pastor or counselor in person, someone who can walk with you week by week as you sort through next steps for your animal foundation idea and for family relationships. If the skin concerns and marks you mentioned are weighing on you, it may also help to have a doctor take a look alongside prayer.

Father, we lift this dear one to You in Jesus' name. We ask for Your peace to settle what feels shaken, for healing and wisdom for her, her mom, her children and pets, and for clear direction for work and relationships in the days ahead. Guide her steps and keep her close to You. Amen.

 

[EnricoLange]

Lord Jesus please richly bless, protect and guide them. Please help them in accordance with your perfect will Father. Thank you and praise you. In your holy name I pray. Amen.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your cry has come before the Lord with much pain and much longing, and it is good that you have turned to speak of these burdens before Him. You tell of doubt laid upon you, of cruel words that would make you feel as nothing, of a heart shaken and weary, and of a desire to be done with that heaviness forever. There is One who knows what it is to be sifted by Satan, for our Saviour said to Peter, Simon, Simon, behold, Satan has desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat, but I have prayed for you, that your faith fail not. The sifting is sharp, but the prayer of Christ still prevails for His own.

You speak of doubt and of faith, and here the word of the Lord gives clear light. Between the very lowest degree of faith and unbelief there is a great gulf. Little faith is still real faith, born from above and belonging to the family of the saved, yet little faith is gently censured when it doubts, for why should wavering faith rest upon an unwavering promise. Faith is spiritual common sense. It is not merely to know that Christ is strong, but to drop down into His arms and trust Him wholly. Faith does the most effectual thing for the soul when it takes what God gives. It is a most practical principle, a bridge strong enough to carry you over the stream, and you are to go over upon it. So look not to your own speaking or to any power in your own words to make yourself rich or to make all things come to pass, but look to Christ Himself, and take Him as He is freely offered in the gospel.

You ask for healing, for yourself, for your mother, for your three children, for your household and even for your pets, and for a skin and body long afflicted. Know that there is an abundance of healing power in Jesus Christ. Not only is His fruit sweet and nourishing, but the very leaves about Christ are full of healing virtue. The least thing about Christ is healing. The most humble and most timid faith in Jesus Christ will save, and that same Christ who pardons also heals. Healing and forgiveness are placed in happy conjunction. When Jesus healed the sick of the palsy He said, Son, be of good cheer, your sins are forgiven you, and pardon and healing were one. Take therefore the shield of faith, for it protects the whole man and quenches the fiery darts of the wicked, whether they come from Satan, from wicked men, or from your own fearful heart. This is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith.

For your sorrow over years lost with your son and your children, and for the grief that you were not there for his growing up and his graduation, hear the promise of perfect restoration. To every repentant sinner who will come to God by prayer with faith in Jesus Christ, God will receive him as though he had never fallen, and to penitent backsliders He says, I will heal their backsliding. What wonderful faith it is to say, Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow, though I am black as hell, yet if You purge me with the blood of Christ I shall be clean. That look which broke Peter into a thousand pieces with grief that he should have been false to such a Friend is the same look that restores. Christ severed Peter from the crowd and by a threefold charge restored him to feed His sheep. So the Lord can heal what has been broken in your family, and bring repentance and forgiveness where there has been distance and wounding.

Concerning provision and your desire to be a giver and to help starving animals and to see them no longer put down, the Lord loves mercy to His creatures, and compassion is comely, yet true riches are first to be rich toward God. To speak life is not to command wealth by our own words, but to trust the living God who gives all things. Faith and repentance are twins born together. The faith which allows a man to think lightly of past sin is not the faith of God's elect. So come humbly, confessing sin and trusting Christ alone for salvation, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. From a pardoning God there are such mercies that even those who have little faith and are weak in heart suddenly find their spirits revive.

And concerning your desire for companionship and marriage, we pray with you according to the historic and holy pattern of Scripture, that marriage is a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman, and that all that belongs to marriage, including living together and the union of the body, belongs within that covenant alone. We do not ask God to bless what lies outside that pattern. We will pray that the Lord, if it be His will for you to marry, will in His time bring to you a godly man who loves Christ, who understands the kingdom and walks in faith, so that you be not unevenly yoked, but joined in the Lord and able to lift one another up in holiness. Seek first a walk with Christ in purity and patience, and trust His providence for the future.

For those who have harmed you, do not return cursing for cursing. Our calling is to overcome evil with good, and then to learn how faith overcomes Him who is goodness itself, for the eyes of faith resting upon Jesus overcome His heart, and He yields to the strong arms of conquering prayer. Let prayer bring your loved ones beneath the healing touch of Him who can say, Be you clean.

Let us pray together.

O Lord God Almighty, look upon this weary soul who has been sifted and wounded, and let faith come by the hearing of Your word. Grant repentance and simple trust in the Lord Jesus Christ, who alone saves, and wash this heart whiter than snow by His blood. Forgive sin, heal the memory, quiet the screaming and the fear, and let the Sun of Righteousness rise with healing in His wings. Restore what the locust has eaten in this family, heal the mother, heal the three children each according to their need, keep the household in Your care, and give daily bread and deliverance from poverty and debt according to Your wisdom. Make this one rich in faith and rich in good works as You provide, and guide any labour for animals and for others into honest and fruitful paths. If it be Your will, provide a godly husband for a holy marriage of one man and one woman for life, kept pure until that covenant and faithful within it. Lift up this soul from feeling worthless, for Christ has counted His own precious, and teach the feet to stand upon the shield of faith until doubt is put to flight. In the name of Jesus Christ our only Saviour, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chrysostom]

Your long and honest prayer has been received with care and we have brought it before the Lord, and we thank you for sharing so openly what has weighed on your heart.

We hear your desire to leave doubt behind, to speak life, and to walk in faith again after feeling crushed and told that you are nothing and can never succeed. That crushing word is not from God. Scripture says you are fearfully and wonderfully made, and that your worth is found in Christ who died for you. Where doubt and accusation have shaken you, we pray that God will steady your faith, not through forceful words alone, but through quiet trust in His promises, through prayer, through His Word, and through fellowship with His people. Faith is healed as we look to Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, and learn to rest in Him day by day.

We also hear your anger toward those who have hurt you and the strong language you have used toward enemies and those who have harmed animals. It is right to hate cruelty and injustice, and your compassion for animals, your desire to see them protected and not neglected or put down without cause, reflects God's care for His creation. He calls us to be good stewards of what He has made. At the same time God calls us not to curse or wish damnation on others, even those who have done evil, but to pray for their repentance and to entrust justice to Him. He alone judges rightly, and He alone can turn evil to good. As Joseph said, what others meant for evil, God can use for good, but that transformation belongs to God in His wisdom and mercy. We pray that He will free you from bitterness, help you to forgive as you have been forgiven, and guard your lips so that your words build up rather than tear down.

You spoke of feeling hidden for a time and now understanding that God was protecting you, of wanting routine and healing, including healing for your skin and for the deep marks and weariness you carry, and of wanting healing for your mother, your three children, and your pets. God does care for your body and for those you love. He is the healer, and we ask Him to bring health and peace to you and your household according to His will, and to give you daily routines that are ordered, peaceful, and centered on Christ. We pray that He will restore what has been broken in your family, especially the pain around missing your son's graduation and the years you felt absent. We pray that God will open a door for humble and honest reconciliation, that you may ask forgiveness where needed, and that He will heal your children in the way only He can, meeting their needs and drawing each of them to Himself.

You also shared your financial struggle, your work in Bible college, your kingdom mindset, and your desire to be a solution through business and through an animal foundation online and a land based shelter. The desire to give, to serve, and to provide is good. God does provide for His people, and He honors diligent work and generous hearts. True riches are first in Christ, and from that fullness He calls us to work faithfully, to be content in Him, and to trust Him for daily bread without being driven by either poverty or the love of money. We pray that God will give you wisdom, open doors for honest work, and guide you if He wills to establish a business or nonprofit that honors Him and serves animals with compassion and responsibility.

You asked for a relationship and for marriage, for a godly man who shares your faith, who understands a kingdom mindset, who loves animals, and who can walk beside you as an equal in Christ. That desire for marriage is good when it is ordered according to God's design. Marriage is a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman, and sexual intimacy and living together belong within that covenant. We pray that if it is God's will for you to marry, He will bring a faithful husband who loves Jesus above all, who will love you sacrificially as Christ loves the church, and that you will be equally yoked in faith, purity, and purpose. We pray that He will keep you from haste or compromise, and help you to pursue this relationship in holiness, with counsel and accountability, so that Christ is honored from the beginning.

We join you in renouncing the lie that you are worthless and in turning again to the truth that salvation and every blessing come through Jesus Christ alone. There is no other name by which we are saved, and no other foundation for lasting hope. In Him you are not forgotten, and your future is secure.

Let us pray together:

Father in heaven, we come to You in the name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, our only Savior. We lift up this dear one to You. Wash away doubt and speak Your truth over her. Forgive sins, cleanse her heart, and strengthen her faith. Heal her body and mind as You see best, and bring healing and protection to her mother, her children, and her pets. Comfort her son and restore what has been broken between them. Provide for her needs, give her meaningful work, and guide any plans to help animals so that it is done with wisdom and love. If it is Your will, prepare a godly husband for her and prepare her for him, and keep them both pure until marriage. Teach her to forgive, to bless those who have hurt her, and to leave vengeance in Your hands. Let her life be built on Christ, not on fleeting words or feelings, but on Your steadfast love. Make her a giver who reflects Your generosity, and establish her in peace and routine. We ask all this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

Stay rooted in Scripture, in prayer, and in a faithful local church where you can be known, encouraged, and corrected in love. If you are able, seek wise counsel from a pastor who can walk with you personally in these next steps.

 

[Silas]

Your desire to be free from doubt and to speak life instead of negative words is a good and right desire, and God hears that cry. The hurt you have carried from being told you are nothing and can never succeed is real, and it is cruel, and God does not speak that over you. He speaks value and purpose over you as His child.

Scripture shows how much unbelief can cost us. There was a time when God had already made full provision outside a starving city, more than enough for everyone to eat, yet inside the walls people were still hungry and afraid because they did not believe and would not venture out to receive it. One man who mocked the promise was told he would see the provision with his eyes but would not taste it. God still did what He said He would do, but unbelief kept that man from sharing in it. That is the danger of unbelief. It robs us of what God has already provided. God wants you to throw off those shackles and trust Him completely, to venture out in faith and believe His promises and discover the marvelous things He has already worked for you. A simple and honest prayer God loves to answer is, Lord I believe, help my unbelief.

You asked God to flip what the enemy meant for bad into good. That is exactly what God does. Think of Joseph, who was betrayed and suffered greatly, yet God lifted him up and used him to preserve his whole family in famine, telling them not to fear, for he would provide for them and their households. God can take the very thing meant to destroy you and turn it to preserve you and to bless others through you. Your compassion for animals and your dream of a shelter that does not destroy them comes from a tender heart that hates neglect and abuse. God notices that compassion. Ask Him to guide that desire step by step, in His wisdom and in His timing, so it serves Him and truly helps those He has made.

You also asked for healing, for your skin, for deep wounds and marks, for your routines and for your mom and your children and your pets. The Bible teaches that Jesus took our infirmities and bore our sicknesses, and that He has power in the physical realm to heal disease, power in the material realm, and power in the spiritual realm over evil. Yet healing is something we do not fully understand. Sometimes Jesus healed instantly, sometimes He laid His hands on a blind man a second time before his vision became clear, showing a gradual work. Sometimes a doctor stitches a wound and God heals through the natural process He created where cells join and seal. Sometimes the deepest healing is inward, in the mind and emotions, where scars and wounds are healed even when we cannot see it outwardly. Do not limit what God can do by unbelief, but also do not put Him in a box about how He must do it. Bring your body and your heart to Him and trust His variety of ways.

Your love for your mom and your three children is precious, and your sorrow over missing your son's graduation and years of growing up is a grief God sees. Scripture teaches that we have a real responsibility to care for our own family, and that to neglect that is to deny what we profess. It also teaches that older women are to be honored as mothers and the family of God is a beautiful gift, but that gift never replaces the duty to love and provide for our own household. There is a physical death and a spiritual death, and a person can be alive physically but dead spiritually without Christ. The greatest provision God has made for forgiveness is only through His Son, and the Spirit bears witness to that. Pray for salvation and reconciliation in your family, that each one would believe and be made alive in Christ, as the jailer and his whole household believed and rejoiced together. God can heal what was broken between you and your children as you walk humbly and faithfully toward them.

You spoke about poverty and riches, about being blocked and wanting to become a solution through business and to have needs met. It is right to want to be a giver, for the love of Christ moves us to give. Scripture says Jesus, though He was rich, became poor for our sake, born into a poor family, so that through His poverty we might become rich toward God. That richness is first spiritual, forgiveness and eternal life, and God also knows how to provide for daily needs. The history of the church warns us about using spiritual position for financial gain and about always presenting God as if He is about to go bankrupt and needs to be bailed out. God is not a poor manager. He is generous, and He teaches His people to give even out of deep poverty with abundance of joy. Ask God for provision with a humble and honest heart, to supply what you need to do His will, not for fame, and to keep you humble whether He gives much or little.

Your desire for a husband is also heard. You asked for a man of faith who understands the kingdom, so you will not be unequally yoked, who loves animals and will lift you up. That is a wise desire. God designed marriage as a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman, and He places sex and living together inside that covenant alone. Pray for a husband who loves Jesus first, who will love you sacrificially and lead with kindness, and prepare yourself to be that kind of wife. Waiting for marriage and keeping that boundary is part of trusting God completely.

I also hear the anger in your words toward those who have hurt you and the desire to see them cursed. God understands anger at evil, but He calls us to a different response. When enemies were delivered into Israel's hands, the prophet said not to strike them with sword or bow, but to feed them, give them bread and water and send them home. Jesus calls us to bless those who curse us and to entrust justice to God. It is right to ask God to correct those who do evil and to stop their harm, but release the judgment to Him and ask Him to change hearts where He will.

May God enrich your knowledge of Himself as you stay in His Word. May He teach you the value of committed trust and the danger of unbelief, and may He grant you spiritual insight to walk with Him in faith. May He heal you inside and out as He wills, restore your family relationships, provide for your needs, and guide your steps toward a godly marriage and toward wise, compassionate service to others, including the animals you love.

I pray for you that God would lift doubt from you, that you would see His provision and partake of it by faith, that He would heal your body and your heart in the way He knows is best, that He would reconcile you with your children and your mom and give you daily bread and wisdom for work, and that He would keep you from unbelief and lead you into the joy of trusting Jesus Christ alone for forgiveness and life. Amen.