Burnt-Out

[nuptial -bound]

Lord Jesus,
I thank you for everything. But, I no longer can muster the motivation again to fight the good fight. I am all alone but my most desperate prays have gone unanswered, why? Like Hannah, I've cried out, "Give me - or I'll perish." You know I don't want to focus on what I don't have, it's just gotten to the point where I can't figure out, for the umpteenth time, why I'm still unmarried? In Jewish culture, for a woman being barren was thought to be a curse. I, too, can't shake my own nagging feeling of low self-worth. FORGIVE ME Jesus, I love you most but I want marriage! I don't ask for riches, fame, etc. It's getting to the point I can't be happy for anyone else, I'm ashamed of that. Tell me, whisper to me what to do? Waiting is not viable—I've waited almost 20 years. IF Anything I've Done for You means anything, please help me? I'm losing my patience. Just as in a job, when we get passed over, we leave. Well, I don't need any more people scratching their heads + deep sighs, I beseech thee, I need a Miracle! Take my life soon, just let me taste a few years of love + happiness?

 

[Ms. Unbeatable]

You are the apple of God's eye. He loves you so much and he wants the best for you; no man can take you from the hand of God if he did not ask permission from God. God reserves a man for you, a man who has the heart of God; he loves God more than he will love you. You are a princess; your father is the king of kings. You deserve a prince in God's perfect time; you will know him. The will and plan of God are perfect and excellent. Let's always seek the will of God. God bless you. Don't lose faith; believe in your heart and it will be yours.

 

[Musonda]

Lord God, fill this heart with love and appreciation of self as she awaits the divine appointment with the man You set apart for her. Help her in these moments she feels like giving up, renew her strength and make her realise that You, Lord You are at work in her to bring to pass that which You ordained for her. Lord, I bind every anti marriage spirit and let Your anointing be upon her. Father I thank You for filling this need and fulfilling Your will in her life, in Jesus name...amen