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nuptial -bound
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Lord Jesus,I thank you for everything.But,I no longer can muster the motivation again to fight the good fight.I am all alone but my most desperate pryrs have gone unanswred,why?Like Hannah,I've cried out,Give me -or I'll perish. You know I don't want to Focus on what I don't have,its just gotten to the pt.where I can't figure out,for the umpteenth time,why I'm still unmarried?In Jewish culture, for a woman being barren was thought to be a curse.I,too,can't shake my own nagging feeling of low self-worth.FORGIVE ME Jesus, I love you most but I want marriage!I don't ask for riches,fame,etc.It's getting to the pt.I can't be happy for anyone else,I'm ashamed of that.Tell me,whisper to me what to do? waiting is not viable-I've waited almost 20 yrs.IF Anything I've Done for U means anything,plse Help me?I'm losing my patience.just as in a job,when we get passed over,We leave.Well,I don't need Any more pple scratching their heads+deep sighs, I beseech thee,I need a Miracle ! take my life soon,just let me taste a few yrs of love+happiness?
