Broken

[Eric]

My fiance of three years has left me and I found out last night that she found a guy online and is with him now in a strange city. I am so broken I can just function. I am sobbing every time I'm alone and I have not eaten today. To make matters worse, this is my own fault. I led on my girlfriend for three years not wanting to commit, not even showing any love to her. When she told me it was over, I knew, I just lost the best friend I ever had. Then I found out about the guy and I said some hurtful things and too many emails and texts. Now she's angry with me. I've added insult to injury. I love ### and I want her to be my wife but I know I want to be in the Lord's will. This week has been the hardest of my life, I'm ### today. I have been with only a couple other women in my life and I'm still learning. I hope it's not too late for us. I am a jerk, I know, and I take full responsibility. I forgive her and I want her back, if the Lord wills it. And of course, I need the Lord. I've been a Christian for many years but I let it slide for several months. I believe this is the Lord's way of bringing me back to him. I need a stable relationship with Jesus. Very painful lesson, I did learn it and will not take for granted anything the Lord gives me again. Thanks.

 

[BJG]

Lord, we join ### in praying for wisdom and patience in accepting Your will for his life. You are aware of every situation we are in and of the desires of our heart. Let ### trust in Your plan for him as he takes responsibility for his actions. Give ### strength and perseverance in seeking You to meet his needs. In Jesus Name. AMEN

 

[nuptial -bound]

Lord, help ### to heal+learn from this. He comes to you contrite+broken-hearted. Only you, Lord can make something good out of our mistakes. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[AGGIE]

LORD I PRAY THAT YOU FORGIVE ### HIS MISTAKES AND GIVE HIM PEACE IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.