Suathion
Disciple of Prayer
My son was taken 1 week before his first birthday, by people who have been listening to the wrong voices and wrong spirits. It seems every single step I take, the devil is raised out of all those I encounter, while those with the voice of God remain silent, hiding in the shadows, busy, too busy to speak, to witness when I need them the most. My boy is the most amazing wonderful funny beautiful intelligent, loving, caring, skilled little wonder, he was an answer to prayer, when I claimed a promise from the Lord that those who trust in him will never be put to shame. And anyone who saw us, all who met him would say he was the happiest, healthiest little boy they’d ever met. Now 22 days later, no-one will speak to what they’d observed as to my parenting, busybodies and gossips and those who never took the time to see the bigger picture have judged me, and made reports, to discredit me, to make my word mean nothing, for the wrong they have done. I sound self-righteous, and I’m really not, none are righteous, but the Lord graced me to give my son the very best of all things, and to keep him from harm, and love him and care for him, and he blessed me with the ability to be a really great mum. And to speak up against those organisations - to call out those things not right. Maybe I was wrong in this, maybe I should have shut my mouth, I don’t know. This retribution is the most painful thing I’ve ever been through, this is like my world and body being ripped from the core cause I feel my boy and I know how much he needs me. He is light and happiness and nobody else feels him like I do. The caseworker is a man full of deception, charm, and has no heart. He is ruthless and though he is supposed to be for keeping us together and says so with his mouth, with his actions he is doing everything in his power to keep us apart, and still it is not seen. Please pray for people to come forward, to speak up, to say what they know and have seen, to demonstrate an attitude of Jesus, to care, to reunite my baby boy to me, because my heart is crying everyday, I sleep in his bed and moan and want to die but couldn’t leave him, and though this legal battle seems so hopeless, and I lack the verbal abilities to convince people, though my heart depends on it - God has told me to hold on. But please- people you don’t know my desperation in this moment, you don’t know the depths of my love for my son, and he is special, like me he feels things and we have a bond not many parents get to share. I’m allowed to see him 4 hours a week, and he doesn’t understand why his mother isn’t there. He cries every time I have to leave him, and I know this separation is causing him trauma and damage and I just want to scream. Please anyone that hears my cry, I need prayer so desperately - bring my son home to me, he is my blessing and he is so perfect and so many people want to steal what God never gave them to have. It is not for man to steal him from me because they don’t want to admit that God would give such a wonderful son to a woman as looked down upon as I have been. I am in need of voices to speak to Jesus, to rise up and turn the tide, to bring the best lawyer and to expose those who have even written false reports. Even speaking it I don’t know how anyone would believe me, it sounds ridiculous. But for God’s grace, his Holy Spirit must convict, and I pray touch the hearts of all who read these words, to petition God through Jesus, for the swift and safe return of my son to my custody, for the forces of good to unite, and for evil to be overcome. For Jesus sake, and for the sake of my beautiful little baby boy, who is crying out for me, and I for him. Please help, please pray. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ. God bless you all. Pray also I might sing his praises and he might take this cup for the pain is rendering me useless; and my tears will not help my son, I am so weak in this, Jesus help Me.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.