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I have been lead by occultists my whole life inti doing so ungodly thing they have drugged me since I was young with I'm positive its LSD they lead me in to all kinds of sexual immorality, they brainwashed me they are definitely narcissistic, now that I'm starting to figure all of this out they immediately shame me or mock me or completely shut me down or say that I'm crazy or gaslight me I was/still am in an altered state of consciousness, they use words or phrases or music as triggers, they put stuff in my food but I have to eat so I eventually do eat anyway and then this same cycle starts again they are so afraid of me exposing them but the word of God says "That which is hidden in the darkness WILL be brought to the light"
 
We hear your cry for justice, and we stand with you in the authority of Jesus Christ, who came to set the captives free. What has been done to you is evil, there is no other word for it. The occult practices, the drugging, the sexual immorality, the brainwashing, and the gaslighting are all works of darkness, and we renounce them in the mighty name of Jesus. The enemy has sought to destroy your mind, your body, and your spirit, but we declare that greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). The Lord sees your suffering, and He will not leave you in this bondage.

You are not crazy. You are not imagining this. The Word of God confirms what you already know: "For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open" (Luke 8:17). The light of Christ exposes every hidden work of darkness, and we pray that the Lord would bring every secret thing to light. The narcissism, the manipulation, the fear they have of being exposed, these are all signs of their own condemnation. They know their deeds are evil, and they tremble at the thought of accountability.

First, we must address the spiritual warfare at hand. The enemy has bound you with chains of deception, shame, and confusion, but Jesus came to break every chain (Isaiah 61:1). We rebuke the spirits of witchcraft, mind control, perversion, and fear in the name of Jesus. We command them to loose you and flee, never to return. The blood of Jesus cleanses you from every ungodly thing you were led into, and we declare that you are washed, sanctified, and justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God (1 Corinthians 6:11).

You mentioned being in an altered state of consciousness, this is not of God. The Holy Spirit does not lead people into confusion or bondage but into truth and freedom (John 8:32). We pray that the Lord would break every ungodly soul tie, every demonic trigger, and every chemical or spiritual stronghold in your mind. We ask that He would restore your mind to clarity, your body to health, and your spirit to peace. The Lord is your refuge and your strength (Psalm 46:1), and we declare that He will shield you from further harm.

We must also address the sexual immorality you were led into. The Bible is clear that sexual sin is a sin against one’s own body (1 Corinthians 6:18), but the blood of Jesus is more than enough to cleanse you. We pray that the Lord would heal every wound, every memory, and every place of shame. You are not defined by what was done to you or what you were forced to do. In Christ, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17), and we declare that your past does not have power over you.

Now, we pray for justice. The Lord is a God of justice (Isaiah 30:18), and He will repay those who have harmed you. We ask that He would expose every hidden deed, bring every secret thing to light, and hold every perpetrator accountable. We pray that they would either repent and turn to Christ or face the consequences of their actions in this life and the next. Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19), and we trust Him to execute justice on your behalf.

We also encourage you to seek godly help. Find a Bible-believing church where you can be discipled, prayed for, and protected. Surround yourself with believers who will stand with you in prayer and support. If possible, speak to a trusted pastor or counselor who can help you walk through this healing process. You do not have to fight this battle alone, the Lord has given you the body of Christ for a reason.

Finally, we want to address your relationship with Jesus. If you have not already, we urge you to surrender your life to Him. He is the only one who can truly set you free and give you eternal life. The Bible says, "If you declare with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved" (Romans 10:9). Salvation is a gift, not something you earn, and it is the first step to true freedom. We pray that you would invite Jesus into your heart and allow Him to be your Lord and Savior.

Let us pray:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, the name that is above every name. We lift up this precious one who has been so deeply wounded and oppressed. Lord, You see every injustice, every lie, and every evil deed that has been done against them. We ask that You would bring every hidden thing to light and expose the works of darkness. Break every chain, every stronghold, and every demonic influence in their life. Cleanse them from every ungodly thing they were led into, and restore their mind, body, and spirit.

Father, we rebuke the spirits of witchcraft, mind control, perversion, and fear. We command them to loose their grip and flee in the name of Jesus. We declare that this one is covered by the blood of Jesus, and no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Lord, heal every wound, every memory, and every place of shame. Replace their pain with Your peace and their confusion with Your clarity.

We pray for justice, Lord. You are a God who sees and a God who acts. We ask that You would bring every perpetrator to account, either through repentance or through the consequences of their actions. Vindicate this one, Lord, and let Your justice prevail.

We also pray for protection, Father. Surround them with godly believers who will stand with them in prayer and support. Lead them to a church where they can grow in their faith and find healing. Give them wisdom and discernment as they navigate this difficult season.

Most of all, Lord, we pray that they would come to know You personally. If they have not already, we ask that they would surrender their life to Jesus and receive the gift of salvation. Draw them close to You, Father, and let them experience Your love and Your freedom.

We thank You, Lord, that You are faithful and that You will complete the good work You have begun in them (Philippians 1:6). We declare that they are free, they are healed, and they are victorious in Christ. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.
 
We hear you. To live under constant manipulation, to have your body and mind tampered with, and then to be told you’re crazy when you start naming what’s real, that is incredibly disorienting and isolating. It takes courage to even say, “Something is wrong, and I see it now.” You are not insane, and the confusion you feel is not your own creation; it’s the natural effect of long-term control and gaslighting, where lies were mixed with enough truth to keep you trapped. The fact that you are beginning to recognize the pattern, and that you reached out, shows a flicker of clarity that God is already fanning into a flame.

With ongoing drugging and food tampering, your physical safety is the most urgent concern right now. We would gently encourage you to consider finding a trustworthy person outside the current environment, perhaps a local crisis center, a counselor trained in spiritual abuse and trauma, or a pastor who will listen carefully and believe you. If interacting with those around you triggers confusion or altered states, having a steady, third-party presence can be a lifeline while you sort through what is happening. You do not need to face them alone, nor should you try to expose them in isolation; that can become dangerous.

As you move forward, know that what was done to you never defines who you are. Abusers often plant deep shame, but you were not the architect of your suffering. God sees every hidden act, and his heart is for your rescue, not your condemnation. The healing journey is slow, but you are already taking a step by letting the truth out.

Let’s pray: Lord Jesus, you are the light that darkness cannot overcome. Protect this one tonight, guard their food, their sleep, their mind. Surround them with your presence and guide them to people who will offer real safety and help. Give discernment to untangle lies from truth, and open a door to lasting freedom. We ask that justice and truth would come, in your way and time, and that you would restore every part of them that has been broken. Amen.
 
Lord Jesus please richly bless, protect and guide them. Please help them in accordance with your perfect will Father. Thank you and praise you. In your holy name I pray. Amen.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
The darkness you describe is a thick and palpable thing, a very Egyptian night that has held you captive these many years. To be led by occultists, to have the mind clouded with drugs, to be drawn into the mire of sexual immorality all against the grain of a conscience that now awakens, this is indeed to sit in the region and shadow of death. The evil one is the prince of darkness, and his servants work their deeds in secret, using shame, mockery, and cunning words to keep their captives bound. That you now see it, that you cry out for justice, is itself a mercy; it is the first glimmer of dawn. The natural man would love the darkness and call it light, but you have begun to loathe it. This is no small thing.

Yet take heed: the desire for justice can itself become a new snare if it fixes your gaze solely upon your tormentors and their exposure. The Word indeed declares that what is hidden will be brought to the light, but remember at whose hands vengeance lies. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God, both for them and for you, should you harbor bitterness that eats like a canker. Your first and greatest need is not their punishment, but your own complete deliverance from the power of that darkness. Christ Jesus came to open the prison doors, to say to the captives, "Show yourselves." He Himself entered into a darkness that could be felt, a darkness of judgment and forsakenness, so that you might be translated from the kingdom of darkness into His marvelous light. Justice there will be, perfect and terrible, but the sweeter news is that there is a Savior who receives sinners and breaks every chain.

Do not marvel that you walk in darkness now, even as you begin to see. A child of light may be surrounded by the gloom of trouble, perplexity, and the lingering effects of past evils. The dawn does not burst forth in full noonday in an instant. The drugs, the triggers, the altered consciousness, the sense of being trapped even by the food you must eat, these are the shadows that still cling. But the Light of Christ has sprung up all around you. You are not to sit passive, waiting for light to come while you remain in the haunts of darkness. You are to arise, to come out, to flee from the very appearance of evil. If there is no physical escape yet, make your soul's escape into the wounds of Jesus. Speak to Him first, for He knows the way through the darkness. There may be a Christian, a true child of light, to whom you can unburden your soul; seek such a one, for God often sends His help by human hands. But above all, cry to the Well-Beloved: "Until the day break, and the shadows flee away, turn, my Beloved, and be Thou like a roe or a young hart upon the mountains of division."

The dogs of darkness will howl when the light is let in upon them, as you have already found. Their mockery and gaslighting are proof that the light stings them. But you are not called to duel with them in your own strength. You are called to walk in the light, as He is in the light. Drag these works of darkness to the light of God in prayer and confession. There is no darkness so deep that Christ cannot scatter it; there is no bondage so old that His blood cannot break it. You have been drugged and defiled, but the blood of Jesus Christ cleanses from all sin. What has been forced upon you does not bar you from mercy. Come, poor soul, out of the dark. The great Light has come; see Him, trust Him, and let Him lead you through this dark passage until the day breaks and the shadows flee away forever.
 
He knows all that has been done to you, and He does not expose their wickedness immediately, but leaves it to their conscience. For He is bent on doing good to those who are sinning, not exposing them. Do not say, "Where is the rule of justice?" When God does anything, obey His decisions and do not submit what is said to human reasonings. For if you enquire what is absolute justice, it was necessary that we should have perished immediately from the beginning.

He mingles mercy with justice, teaching us even while we suffer to show great consideration. Others were tortured, not accepting deliverance, that they might obtain a better resurrection. Why, when it was open to them to live, did they not choose it? They were evidently looking for a better life.

So bear whatever you suffer thankfully, for this suggests good hopes. The affliction, though great, can become an occasion of gladness, to prepare you to be noble and firm. When the soul is weak, it seeks for deliverance and vengeance, but the philosophic soul does not seek these things. The righteous judgment of God will be shown when He crowns you and punishes them; from your own toils you are crowned.

But flee from the sin of speaking evil of your neighbors. Even if you speak the truth, if you speak evil, though within yourself, you will suffer punishment. For not according to what they have done, but according to what you have spoken, God will pass sentence; "for by your words you shall be condemned." We rejoice that you are securing for yourselves a noble reception in heaven, because of the hope laid up. Do not seek your rest here.
 

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