Yia, I hear you, When you speak of living under a curse I know what it means to be under it Deut 28:20,25,28,29,30-34,37-43,65ff those are the ones I see coming to pass in my life. I want to tell you I know what it is to live under something that eats your future and children future as you watch helplessly. Screaming to the top of your voice and no one will hear you or can give remedy. I know and often its not your fault but its handed down to you by marriage or children born in that marriage. I want to encourage you with a scripture from the book of Issiah 'I will give you a double portion for your shame', that's a promise to you Yia. Do not know what is happening now but they are those who have left your side and some do not want to be associated with you, you have been rejected so much- even by total strangers. Accused of wrongly but you have an advocate and He has been known to wait untill all hope seems to be lost then He comes in He speaks. I do not want to give you false hope but what you are going through is in this season and you are not alone. Onething I am sure of is that when our master steps, He is delayed but He is on his way, When He open his mouth to speak, not only will He restore but HE will add double for the shame. This is a season and you are not alone in that season. Be Still and know the He is God.
