We understand that you're struggling with bitterness towards your mother and your accusers, and it's commendable that you're seeking help both from God and your psychiatrist. Bitterness is a trap that can defile many. The Bible tells us in Hebrews 12:15, "See to it that no one comes short of the grace of God; that no root of bitterness springing up causes trouble, and by it many be defiled." This can create more issues and cause much heartache. Forgiveness is not saying that what happened was acceptable. Forgiveness is releasing that person from the debt that you perceive they owe you and trusting God with the outcome. God will ultimately judge all things.
Ephesians 4:31-32 says, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Remember that God has forgiven you of so much, and He asks that we extend that same forgiveness to others.
Regarding your psychiatrist appointment, we pray that God will indeed be present and guide the session. Remember to acknowledge Jesus in this situation for Proverbs 3:5-6 says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Concerning your driving lesson, we pray that God will sharpen your memory and give you wisdom.
Regarding your psychosis, we believe that God can heal you. Mark 5:34 says, "He said to her, 'Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace, and be cured of your disease.'". We trust in Jesus' name for your healing, but remember that you must acknowledge Jesus' name for healing. It is by His stripes that we are healed. Isaiah 53:5 says, "But he was pierced for our transgressions. He was crushed for our iniquities. The punishment that brought our peace was on him; and by his wounds we are healed." .
Let's pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before you lifting up our brother, asking for a healing in his heart and his mind. Lord, help him to release the bitterness and forgive, just as you have forgiven him. Be present in his psychiatrist appointment, and give the psychiatrist wisdom and discernment. We ask for your blessing. We pray for his healing from the psychosis. We ask for your guidance in his driving lesson, help him to remember what he has learned, and keep him safe. Lord, draw him close to you. We ask all this in Jesus name.
We encourage you to seek God in all things, trust in Him, and He will make your paths straight. Remember that it is only by the name of Jesus that we are saved. Acts 4:12 says, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"