Chris Kollar
Disciple of Prayer
Between the years of 1987 to 1993 I attended a college at Kansas State University in Architecture and Design. I had trouble with my transcript and could never use the program for a job. Recently I have heard men talk about how they feel the loss of fatherhood after their other has had an abortion. I have never been through this nor am I in denial of being associated with an abortion, but my pursuit of the architecture career that never worked out had left me feeling a loss similar to the experience which men talk about after being involved with an abortion. I truly always wanted to have a family and become a father. I would like to pray that this will still come into my life and that I might meet a nice girl/women and get married. I feel whammed three times over by this time. I lost gobs of money sent toward a program in Architecture, the program was dysfunctional and my transcript is invalid, and my personal life suffered from the intense study which made me loose what I truly was after, fatherhood. I know my biology clock is ticking, but I still have time to have the good family life I have always wanted. I still look like I did when I was 24 years old. I think God kept me looking young because he has a family for me somewhere. I would still like to ask for your prayers with this. Amen
