The weight of what you have described is heavy and painful, and it is right to bring it before the Lord. What you call a spiritual marriage forced on you by a controlling group is not what the Bible presents as marriage. Scripture shows marriage as a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman where the two become one flesh, a deep unity where two persons become one. The word used for one there speaks of a compound unity, the same kind of oneness that describes the Lord our God as one. It is entered into willingly before God, not imposed by force or manipulation. Jesus also taught that in the resurrection people will not marry as they do in this life, but will be like the angels in heaven, which reminds us that our ultimate hope and belonging is in eternal life with God, not in any bond that men try to force on us here.
God also sees the sexual sin and financial exploitation you describe and He takes it seriously. When King David committed adultery and then had Bathsheba's husband killed, he later confessed that his sin was ultimately against God, because God had commanded not to commit adultery and not to murder. In the same way, fornication, adultery, and using others for sexual immorality are sins first and foremost against God Himself, and He will judge them with perfect justice. You are right to feel that you should not be made to support a life of ongoing sexual sin and lawbreaking. The Lord does not overlook that kind of wrong, even when people try to justify it.
You also mention feeling yoked to evil and to spiritual darkness. The Bible shows that even rebellious and unclean spirits were compelled to fall down and acknowledge Jesus when they met Him, crying out to Him as the Son of the Most High God and begging Him not to torment them. Though they were in rebellion, they still had to bow to His authority. That truth matters for you. Jesus Christ has all authority over every evil power, including any cult influence, witchcraft, or satanic claim over your life. No forced ritual or false declaration can overrule the power of His name. If you belong to Him through faith, you belong to Him alone, and He is able to protect, deliver, and set you free.
A forced union that is used to exploit you financially and to involve you in another person's sexual sin is not a yoke that God asks you to bear. Scripture warns not to be bound together with those who walk in darkness, and it calls all sexual activity to belong only within the covenant of marriage between a man and a woman. You are not required by God to fund or enable another person's fornication or adultery.
I encourage you to seek safe, wise help quickly. Talk with a trusted, Bible believing pastor or counselor who can know your situation personally, and if you are being coerced financially or threatened or if crimes are involved, seek help from appropriate local authorities who can protect you. Take practical steps to protect your finances and your safety, set clear boundaries, and do not willingly provide money for sin. Above all, keep turning to Jesus Christ alone for salvation and deliverance, asking Him to break every false tie, to guard your heart and mind, and to lead you into freedom and peace.
My prayer for you is that God will show you clearly that you are not bound by what men have forced upon you, that He will expose and stop the evil being done, bring repentance where it is needed and justice where it is required, provide for your needs without you being exploited, and surround you with truthful, godly support. May the Lord who sees all sin against Him and who has authority over all darkness give you courage, wisdom, and rest as you trust in Jesus and walk in His light.
