Anonymous
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Been wanting to get surgery done that will possibly be risky. Been wanting to get neck fixed back to its rightful position and lower back fixed to normal right alignment. It's been causing issues in left side of body. Toes and fingers. Numb left side of body. Twitching eye lids. Had been diagnosed with seizure disorder along with lower and upper spine issues. It's been uncomfortable sitting down, only comfortable laying on body's side position. Family told me not to get surgery done for both sides of upper and lower back. But I don't want to live off pain meds and infusions and I don't have things to look forward when aging. I have no extra kids. Probably won't be able to carry another child. Had lost with a Christian man not sure why but maybe it was because of my spine's issues. I want to get my spine fixed. I've been thinking about surgery a lot lately.