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nuptial -bound
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thanks be to all who've prayed for me. i wonder why,if nothing's impossible w/ god, i haven't the one thing i've prayed fervently,ceaselessly for?true love+ marriage? i am not young,care for my mom. i have been passed over so many times!all my friends are married,why not me? i got angry w/god yesterday.forgive plse,abba?am weary from waiting,sighing,watching u bless others.why do u withold from me a good, godly thing,accord to psalms 84:11?let me find a man like my dad,devoted to righteousness,his wife,family?i am withering,feeling forsaken by u?plse,answr pryr soon,make up for lost time. i am so,agonizingly lonely,forgotten.bereft of great hope+faith as i once was. make rivers of my desert.i fear i've become naomi,bitter+despondent anything so heavenly can happen to me. i am truly beaten down. reverse this for me?it's been 2o yrs.make it rain in my dry,barrenness?let me smell the coming of it,like before it rains?thank you, lord.i worship no other but u.forgive me my sins+mistakes+grant me my dying wish?i feel dead of hope.
