This is so new to me, I stumbled upon this website by pure faith. I am 31yrs of age with 2 children ( a single mother). I guess I really logged onto this site because I had no other place to turn. My family is a family that believes if you tell a person it'll be alright then it will be.
I am going thru so much in my life, I just have so much pain and heartache in my heart I feel like I'm missing out on the true meaning of life with all the stress and depresssion and anxiety. I work full time my current employer is more than an hour away from my home. In the past that wasnt much of a problem until recently my car was repossessed, We were evicted from our home. ( we have a new place now which is working out great) but the problem still remains with the constant fear of maintaining this place. Majority of my fear comes frmrom not having a car to get to work, to take my child to school, to doctors appts or to even do normal activities in which children need.. I have withdrawn from the worldI have a disconnect with my heavenly father. I had a come to Jesus moment in which I call it to where now Im learning to love me again, Im not just a mother but Im a child of God. I hide my emotions in fear of being judged.
I guess I logged onto this site in hopes and prayers that someone, anyone would lend a kind ear and pray for me and my girls to pray for mercy and forgiveness wtih us. I have given my life to the lord but I hate to admit I feel like he has turned his back on me.. I know he will not give me more than I can bare right now I just think Im at that point. Please someone send prayers to my family as I will to yours.. Thank you
Shontaa
Listen to this phone call below which should play automatically as you read this (click the request title if you do not see the media player below):
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I am going thru so much in my life, I just have so much pain and heartache in my heart I feel like I'm missing out on the true meaning of life with all the stress and depresssion and anxiety. I work full time my current employer is more than an hour away from my home. In the past that wasnt much of a problem until recently my car was repossessed, We were evicted from our home. ( we have a new place now which is working out great) but the problem still remains with the constant fear of maintaining this place. Majority of my fear comes frmrom not having a car to get to work, to take my child to school, to doctors appts or to even do normal activities in which children need.. I have withdrawn from the worldI have a disconnect with my heavenly father. I had a come to Jesus moment in which I call it to where now Im learning to love me again, Im not just a mother but Im a child of God. I hide my emotions in fear of being judged.
I guess I logged onto this site in hopes and prayers that someone, anyone would lend a kind ear and pray for me and my girls to pray for mercy and forgiveness wtih us. I have given my life to the lord but I hate to admit I feel like he has turned his back on me.. I know he will not give me more than I can bare right now I just think Im at that point. Please someone send prayers to my family as I will to yours.. Thank you
Shontaa
Listen to this phone call below which should play automatically as you read this (click the request title if you do not see the media player below):
/>http://blip.tv/play/holUgfSARgA%2Em4v
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