Anonymous
Beloved of All
Asking forgiveness for the suspicion and negative and dark thoughts towards a new brother in church who preached today. I had asked for prayers for that yesterday. He preached the word and it was a good message. Forgive me Lord. I continue to cry out for help, protection and deliverance and salvation for my family. The little one is alone with my sister who is in emotional turmoil again because of yet another broken relationship. Please help Lord and help me to trust you. I also confess this as a sin but know alone I cannot shed it. I think of a small child overwhelmed with her mother's condition and there were so many times when she took it out on the child blaming her for her relationship mishaps. Its beyond what one can endure and one of the greatest torments in the heart and soul I can imagine. Knowing one is powerless to do anything when a small child is involved but Lord I know you ask me to trust you regardless. Help me supernaturally and help me not to cling to false security crutches, even Christian practices like fasting and praying when they might be wrongly motivated (i.e. superstition rather than faith in you). I confess that I am so torn and confused and don't know what is of you and what is not but I know you know and can help me. I might be completely blind to the depths of my own depravity and sinfulness but I still cry out to you Lord Jesus. Help. Continuing to claim Psalm 50:15. Thank you. Amen.
