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treasa
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I knew that this time would come. I went to visit my son; he is in juvenile custody and has been there almost 3 weeks, but it was one of those days when he was very depressed and said he didn't care; he just wanted to be sent where they were going to send him, which is very possible. They are going to send him to state level, which could put him anywhere on the Missouri side, and I worry constantly. The one older car that ### and my sister share to get to work broke down, so there is constant fear, and with winter coming on, it really scares me. I am so tired of living with worry. I have a lot to be thankful for, but at the same time, a lot of pressure and fear about what lies ahead, and that is wearing on me. My son is on my mind, but yet I know that he has issues that I have faced myself—drugs. I have been clean and then relapsed myself, but I am clean from that today, and I am going to focus during this time of stress to hit a meeting this coming week. I have no time; all I do is work and go see my son on his visit day, and now court is coming up, which is interfering at work because they have put up with me taking off a lot this last year because of the same problem. So there is more fear there of keeping my job; they are shutting down my department and tell us that they are up in the air where I will go. Please pray for ### that some of this will come to an end. I know that God has a plan, but what is it?
