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treasa
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I knew that this time would come , I went to visit my son he is in juvenile custody and has been there almost 3 wks, but it was one of those days were he was very depressed and said he didnt care he just wanted to be sent were they were going to send him which is very possible they are going send him to state level which could put him anywere in the missouri side and I worry constanly that the one older car that me and my sister share to get to work , we live together and hers broke down so there is constant fear and with winter coming on it really scares me. I am so tired of living with worry . I have alot to be thankful for but at the sametime alot of pressure,and fear what lies ahead and that is wearing on me, my son is on my mind but yet I know that he has issues that I have faced myself-drugs I have been clean and then relasped myself but I am clean from that today and going to focus during this time of stress to hit a meeting this coming week , I have no time all I do is work and go see my son on his visit day and now court coming up is interfering at work cause they have put up with me taking off alot this last yr because of the same problem , so there is more fear there of keeping my job they are shutting down my department and tell us that they are up in the air were I will go. Please pray for me that some of this will come to a end,I know that god has a plan but what is it?