anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
As I sit here in the woods patiently waiting for a deer all I can think about is the bills that havr to be paid and how the $ 24.00 un the bank is going to pay them. How it is going to pay for the meat that is already processed that we have to pick up, how its going to purchase food othrthan the meat we had processed.
Does anyone out there believe that God would add 3 more zeroes for $24,000.00 today so I can catch up some bills and pay off some bills. Even2 extra zeroes for $2,400.00 would help. I am so desperate. I was thinking about my husband's paycheck and how it is not going to be enough again to cover the monthly bills. I am at a loss. All I do is pray and try to figure out where to come up with money to take care of everything. I am sick and tired of it. I want it to end.
Therefore, I have decided that live is not worth all of this. My entire life has been one struggle after another. I have been homeless twice due to the actions of others. My bills are like they are due to the actions of others and there is no hope in sight. I am tired of being cursed at anf blamed for the actions of others and I being the only one trying to remedy the situation and God want grant big prayer request for me. What am I suppose to do????? Please somebody tell me. No matter what I do it is never enough. I am tired of the collection calls, tired of the repossession calls, tired of the calls that my services or utilities are going to be shutoff. If one of us dies then at least 3 of our major bills will be paid in full. How sad that God would allow such a thing to happen just to give a person relief. But if that is what it takes then that is what it takes. I am past the point of living in thisfinancial nightmare any longer and it is so obvious that God has mo intentions of helping me out of it no matter how hard I try. Why am I praying???? Why? If God only wants me to suffer and not take me out of the suffering. What happened to "where2 or more agree"?. How do you tell others to pray that God answers your prayers by that I mean that he took care of the problem if all you do is pray and the problem never goes away.
I don't want to live like this anymore. God, provide the funds today so I can take care of all the bills, buy food, medication, gas in the car,tithes, pay the taxes, pay for the deer meat that was processed, go to the doctor and be able to kniw that I habe the money to take care of each month thereafter
In Jesus name i pray God says yes or my life will end Lord because I have had more tham enough.
Amen
Does anyone out there believe that God would add 3 more zeroes for $24,000.00 today so I can catch up some bills and pay off some bills. Even2 extra zeroes for $2,400.00 would help. I am so desperate. I was thinking about my husband's paycheck and how it is not going to be enough again to cover the monthly bills. I am at a loss. All I do is pray and try to figure out where to come up with money to take care of everything. I am sick and tired of it. I want it to end.
Therefore, I have decided that live is not worth all of this. My entire life has been one struggle after another. I have been homeless twice due to the actions of others. My bills are like they are due to the actions of others and there is no hope in sight. I am tired of being cursed at anf blamed for the actions of others and I being the only one trying to remedy the situation and God want grant big prayer request for me. What am I suppose to do????? Please somebody tell me. No matter what I do it is never enough. I am tired of the collection calls, tired of the repossession calls, tired of the calls that my services or utilities are going to be shutoff. If one of us dies then at least 3 of our major bills will be paid in full. How sad that God would allow such a thing to happen just to give a person relief. But if that is what it takes then that is what it takes. I am past the point of living in thisfinancial nightmare any longer and it is so obvious that God has mo intentions of helping me out of it no matter how hard I try. Why am I praying???? Why? If God only wants me to suffer and not take me out of the suffering. What happened to "where2 or more agree"?. How do you tell others to pray that God answers your prayers by that I mean that he took care of the problem if all you do is pray and the problem never goes away.
I don't want to live like this anymore. God, provide the funds today so I can take care of all the bills, buy food, medication, gas in the car,tithes, pay the taxes, pay for the deer meat that was processed, go to the doctor and be able to kniw that I habe the money to take care of each month thereafter
In Jesus name i pray God says yes or my life will end Lord because I have had more tham enough.
Amen
