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GraceOfGod
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It is night. I prefer nights to day because it's quieter, my mind feels calmer. . The chaos in my head, The panic attacks and depression feels less severe. I know its bad but a part of me wishes I don't wake up in the morning. Part of me wishes that God would take my soul while I sleep.
Mornings are terrifying because my hell is confirmed as real. I pray that come morning, I will have the strength to get out of bed and not let fear paralyze me and enslave me in the house. I pray that mornings won't be scary. I pray that these thoughts of wishing for death leave me.
God help me!
Mornings are terrifying because my hell is confirmed as real. I pray that come morning, I will have the strength to get out of bed and not let fear paralyze me and enslave me in the house. I pray that mornings won't be scary. I pray that these thoughts of wishing for death leave me.
God help me!
