As a child I was neglected & abused & ...

[wolfstalker01]

As a child I was neglected & abused & I saw lost my mother to suicide. I buried it all within my heart & blocked off my true feelings of rejection & pain. I got married to a most amazing woman & have 3 beautiful, amazing children but I have been guilty of anger & not controlling my temper & being very heavy handed with my children, basically losing control of my temper & not letting the love I TRULY feel for my wife & children come through because I have been so damaged & because of that I have caused damage.

My wife has left me & she has taken our children & I have not seen or spoken to them in months. I have TRULY repented before God for the way I have behaved & I have asked him for healing & for forgiveness. I love my family, I love my wife & children & I have driven them away from me because of the monster I became & didn't even realize. I am sorry & I am repentant and ALL I want is for my children & my wife to heal, for God to heal me and help me be a better Christian & to play some, however small, part in my family's lives. I cannot blame them for leaving me & I cannot expect them to ever forgive me or allow me back in their lives. please pray for them & if you find it in your hearts, for me. I have been SO CLOSE to ending my own life through despair & regret because of what I have become, not at what I have lost but at what I have done to the people I love so VERY much.

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[michele]

Lord Jesus, I pray for this man, you have said you will remember our sins no more if we repent and invite you into our hearts as our Lord and Savior. I pray that you will restore this man's heart and heal the hearts that he has broken, provide him with your peace and comfort, remove the despair that he is feeling. Fill him with your love, and do not allow Satan to attack his thoughts. He has endured a difficult childhood and Satan will use that to make him feel broken. I pray against any attacks, and ask you to soften the heart of his wife, that she may come to forgive him just as you forgave us for our sins. Restore their marriage to one in Christ. We know through you all things are possible. Please Lord be with this man today, and continue to fill his soul with the presence of the holy spirit so that he may never feel like life is not worth living, for we know that does not come from you. I pray and ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

 

[Victorious]

My Lord Jesus, I bring this man before you and ask you to have mercy on him and heal him from the guilt and the pain. You died for our sins Lord therefore I pray that you allow this man to see that his sins are forgiven. I pray too for the healing of his wife and children and that the power of the holy spirit will come upon them and allow forgiveness to flow through their hearts so that they may begin to forgive as healing begins with forgiveness. I pray too that you can allow this man to be still and know that you are there Lord. In Jesus name Amen

 

[dreamsis]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Flavia]

For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. I prayed for this, May God answer this request. amen

 

[hostadmin]

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