Your heartfelt prayer reflects a true biblical understanding that our deepest struggles are not against people but against spiritual forces at work around us. There is a constant spiritual conflict taking place that we often do not see, yet we feel its effects, and Scripture reminds us that we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers in the heavenly realm.
Because the battle is spiritual, it cannot be fought with human strength or methods. God has provided spiritual weapons that are mighty through Him to pull down strongholds. Those weapons are His Word, faith, and prayer. The real place of battle is often the mind, and it is there that truth must prevail over the lies and schemes of the enemy.
That is why you are right to take up the whole armor of God and to stand firm. It is not merely an illustration of a soldier's equipment, but a spiritual provision for protection and victory. Truth girds us, righteousness guards the heart like a breastplate, the readiness of the gospel of peace steadies our steps, faith serves as a shield to quench every fiery dart of the wicked one, salvation covers us like a helmet, and the Word of God is the sword of the Spirit. To put on the whole armor is to be clothed in Christ and His provision, so that in the evil day you may stand.
You have also prayed as Scripture teaches, to first submit to God and then resist the devil firmly in faith, trusting in the authority of the name of Jesus, the truth of His Word, and His exalted position, knowing the enemy must flee. Your example of first applying the armor to yourself and then to others, as Jesus overcame in the wilderness before ministering to the world, is wise and faithful. We receive all things from God by faith, from salvation to answered prayer, and so we put on this armor by faith as well.
Prayer is often the deciding factor in this warfare. To pray at all times with prayer and supplication in the Spirit, watching with perseverance for all the saints, is to remain alert and faithful. Your intercession for yourselves, your families, leaders, churches, ministry partners, all believers, and even for those who oppose you, reflects the love of Christ who desires all to come to repentance and salvation. And your request for utterance to proclaim the mystery of the gospel with boldness is exactly what the early church sought, that God would give courage to make Christ known openly and clearly.
May the Lord strengthen you in His mighty power as you continue to stand, to pray, and to speak boldly the good news of salvation through faith in Jesus Christ alone. May He guard your heart and mind, establish you in His truth, and use your witness to bring many to know His grace and peace.