Dear God please hear my prayers and help me. I have not had peace and happiness in my life for such a long time. Please let me see T again soon. Please God YOU know what is on my heart and mind. Amen.
Would you like to know what is in the heart of God? I'll tell you. He loves you. If you have not had peace, then I encourage you to ask the Lord why. He is the Prince of Peace, and as a child of God, meaning, you surrendered your life to Jesus, we have His peace. He says, to let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. Peace comes when we follow the plan of God for our life, and that comes as we seek His kingdom. What is His kingdom? It is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.
What if, this person you want to see again is not right for you? What if, there is someone who is better for you, but you simply accepted someone who was not good for you? Just asking you to look at all the possibilities. I don't know who is person is that you are wanting to be reconnected with, but if they are already connected to someone else, I really encourage you to let them go, so you can go on with your life. The majority of relationships that people have began wrong. I know, I've experienced it in my own life. Someone is unhappy so they look for someone who can lift their spirits, and before you know it, a connection is made, wrong though it be. God is merciful. If we persist, we get what we want, and usually regret it later on.
When we lived in Guam, we rented this cute little Honda, and told the people, when they leave, we'd like to buy the car. Well, they got orders, and offered us the car, and we said yes, but we could not get financing, no matter how we tried. We persisted and finally it came through. We were so happy, and soon after, we truly regretted getting that car, it was nothing but trouble to us. Granted, at the time, I was not born again, but still, God was still looking over us. And that troubled getting financing was His way of say, NO...but we overrode His NO and got ourselves a dud of a car.
So, beloved of God, let go of your past, of all those things that speak to you. Jesus has already delivered you from all those maladies you spoke of, except you don't know it. Go, learn who you are in Christ and let the Lord direct your steps...He is our Good Shepherd. Go seek His face, His kingdom, and be free from your past, from those things that chain you. Jesus wants you to be free in Him. To rest in Him. To have peace. He has a good life for you, if you choose to walk His ways.
Father, I ask for grace upon grace and that this truth to touch this person's heart, in a real HUGE WAY. That the veil be rend from their eyes, to see the glorious truth of your love, your plan for their life. To be released from their past and whatever keeps them from walking in the freedom that Jesus died to give. Lord, I ask that they truly take to heart your words of life and begin to consider what is truth. Holy Spirit thank you for being their counselor, and I ask that the counsel of the word of God begin to remove them from what keeps them from moving forward in the truth. In Jesus name. Amen.